VegasPete One-Shots

Bloody Monarchy

**Something really short because this episode (10) made me a little bit annoyed and I had to write something to defend my boo. I hope they won't ruin Vegas's character cause I won't forgive them**

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-Vegas-

Some may say I'm cruel, some may say I'm cold, but truth is - I'm just empty. Empty and lonely. The loneliness I felt my whole life spreads like a wildfire now.

People like to categorize me. Figures. People just can't seem to mind their own business.

You don't know the hell I've been through. You don't know the price I paid. What do you even know about me? Aside from speculations that you've made? Why do I need to suffer so? Over this overrated blood war.

A war I never even wanted to participate in to begin with. But do I have a choice? Did anyone ask me how I feel? Cared about what I want? Well, if you're looking for an honest answer, don't let the door kick you in the butt.

Manipulative, cunning, deceiving, conniving, they said. Yes, I admit. But that's the only way I could have survived in this twisted world. This world, my world; a world circled around the Theerapanyakun family.

My family is worse than you can think of. Do you think we look like a mafia? Well, think again. Because this "mafia" works like the bloody government.

Liars, that's what they all are. My dad, my uncle, everyone. I fucking hate this piece of shit of a family and what they made me do. I hate it. I hate myself. I hate what I have become. I hate my reflection; the demon in the mirror laughs.

I'm terrified.

Sometimes I feel like a psychopath.

I love hurting people and seeing them in pain. It brings me pleasure. It's like an outlet. My emotional outlet.

But at the end of the day, the emptiness returns.

I try to keep it cool, to not show that it affects me. I want to be there for my brother, so he won't be lonely. Won't feel lonely. I don't want him to be like me. That's what I fear the most.

I'm tired, I'm lonely, I'm depressed, but I won't back down. I will end the major family reign, even if it costs me my life.

Mom, do you think of me the way I think of you? From up there? I miss you mom, more than you could ever know.

I will ascend the throne of blood, I will fight.

I will avenge your death, I swear.

Korn will pay.