AARONS FIDDLESTICKING POV
I got a message saying that theodosia was having a hard time breathing i rushed to the car i drove as fast as I could i got stuck in traffic so i got out the car and ran all the way over to theodosias house but by the time i got there she was laying dead in her bed. Maria was at her side crying and wailing the she said
"You promised you'd be there to help her," she paused for a second to wipe her tears i could hear the anger rising in her voice "you promised!" She sobbed trying to hold all her emotions back from pouring everywhere "she called your name before she went... but i guess you weren't listening"
" i came as fast as i could"
"You didn't come fast enough"
"This is all your fault." She said falling to the ground on her knees. " this is your fault, you hear me! Your fault"
I couldn't do anything but listen to her i tried but i couldn't do anything. It pained me as much as it hurt her. I tried to comfort Mariah but she pushed me away
"Get out of my hecking house"
"Mari-"
"Leave you've overstayed your welcom now get out"
I left the house my head hung low in grief tears flowing from my eyes onto the ground like rain in a hurricane, I fell to the ground hugging my knees crying at the loss of my best friend. I did my best to be there for her why doesn't anyone understand.
"I- I'm so sorry Theo" I mumbled to myself as I cried I thought back about all the times I enjoyed with Theodosia and about how I could never see her again. Everyone I ever loved had died my mom, my dad, Theo, all I have left is alex. This sad feeling of emptiness is something I haven't felt in a long time and I wasn't ready to feel it so soon. I didn't expect her to leave so soon I didn't expect Theo I didn't expect my mom I didn't expect to relive the pain of losing the closest person to me I could of sworn she had more time. The rain fell onto me as i ran back home remembering all of the pain I've ever felt for this hole inside my heart has never been filled, only forgotten
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