TW:mentions of abuse and suicide
Alexander's pov because who else's
TIME SKIP TO ABOUT A WEEK LATER
I had just recently moved uptown. it's quiet uptown Aaron would have liked it uptown, too bad he's not here with me I miss him. I hate being alone, I eat. alone, I sleep, alone, I write, alone, I read alone, and never before have a hated the quite so much, everyone seems like a stranger and no one understands I truly am alone. I slowly start to cry as I continue to walk down the cold streets of New York I feel a ghostly wind and for a second I blink and when I open my eyes everyone's gone then I see a slightly transparent spirit float over to me it took me a while to realize who it was but once I get a clearer look without a doubt I realize its Aaron burr the man who I've loved, lost, and is now reunited with
"Alex I'm so sorry" the poltergeist said nearly on the verge of tears
"I forgive you but I have a question" I said preparing to hold back tears
"Yes my love" the spirit said as a question
"Why?" I question edailing to hold back my tears as they flowed like a river and fell like a waterfall
" Well it's a long story" the ghost said hoping to not have to explain
"I have time I'd like to hear it"
"Ok well it all started at the wedding whe-" the phantom said trying to explain but getting cut off
"I knew something was off about you at our wedding" i accidentally interrupted
"Like I was saying, I saw my uncle who I had not invited"
"Why didn't you invited him?"
"I really dot want to talk about him but I here I am." The apparition sighed "when my parents died he took me in and raised me but the only problem was he was very abusive and beat me amost every day to the point where every person I met I expected to treat me the same as how he did and those were the worst days of my life so thats why I did not invite him" explained the revenant not letting all his emotions out
"I still don't get why you did what you did"
"Oh right let me get back on track" said the phantasm regaining focus "him being in town already worked me and then the next day my friend theodosia transitioned into the afterlife and her fiancé Maria blamed me for not being there to save her and was furious so I left after a failed attempt to comfort her but on the way home I just so happened to encounter my uncle Timothy...... he attacked me with a glass bottle so without thinking I picked up a piece of the broken glass and killed him with it out of self defense and fear of reliving that nightmare of a childhood I had" explained the wraith
"that was the day it rained right"
"Yes it was"
"Why didn't you tell me about this"
"I didn't want to worry you I was just gonna wait it out"
"What the actual heck"
"I'm sory"
"It's ok can you continue what happened next"
"Well, I was feeling a bit better with you for a while but when I went out to set up the swing I saw my uncle Timothy's revenant and he began telling me stuff like you don't realy love me and if you did you would end up dead like everyone else who loved me then he started manipulating me and like every other time he manipulated me I gave in and agreed with him and I kinda hung my self" the visitant explained trying to hold back hi emotions
I was about to say something when I suddenly blinked and he was gone and everyone else was back
"Sir can I help you?" Questioned the salesman who was selling stuff in the street
" no I'm fine" I said continuing to head home
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