I guess I'm Gay, and a Werewolf?(boyxboy)

No matter what

As I drove him home I panicked. How can I be gay? How did this happen? Why do I find this guy so attractive?! What is wrong with me?! Ok, ok calm down, calm down, I don't know if i'm actually gay right? I looked over at him and I heard that voice, that voice that I have heard all my life, the voice that I have grown up with, the voice of my wolf.

"This is your mate, lord Hati wishes it so, guard and protect him with your life." It took all the concentration I could muster to not bow my head at the name of our spirit god. I sighed well now it doesn't matter what I think. I have to keep him safe. I can figure our my feelings for him later. As we pulled up into his driveway I was stopped at the security checkpoint that at parties usually doesn't do much.

"State your name and business." I look at the man who has just walked out of the guardhouse to the car. He has a standard uniform on for all the guards on the estate but he looks different most of the guards look dead inside like they have given up on life and are just a dead husk. But there is life in his eyes, and...a...familiar smell to him, something almost, like the deep wood when we have a ceremony..."

"Oh Maximilian! My apologies sir! here I'll open the gate for you!" He rushed back into the hutch and the gates opened. But as I drove up the road to the mansion I couldn't shake the feeling that I was being watched.

~Max~

I don't remember falling, all I remember was suddenly I was in the forest behind the estate. I looked around I couldn't see the house or the gardens, but eerily I knew where I was. As I looked around I noticed a faint whispering, like there where a thousand conversations going on at once, all around me. Then I heard it, a whisper unlike the others, it was somehow familiar. I strained to hear it and finally it was clear. "find her,...she is trapped......she needs you to release her..." I tried to pinpoint the source of the voice but I couldn't find it anywhere. It was like it was coming from the very air around me. So I did the only thing that I possible think of, start walking. I didn't know where I was going but I knew it was important and I needed to hurry. After a wile I came into a clearing, and I could not believe what I saw. There in the middle of the clearing was the wolf from my dream. It was chained down to an alter and she looked like she was hurt, I slowly walked up to her, and as I got closer I noticed the slow rise and fall of her chest. I reached the alter and keeled in front of her to get a better look at her. But as I got closer she stirred, and eventually after a moment of struggle sat up.

"Please....it..needs..to...s-stop..,..we can't....last...much...longer...."She looked like she was, dying...and for some reason, it hurt. Like the more I saw she was in pain the more, physical pain I got.

"How can I help you?" She breathed in ragged breaths that sounded weaker each and every time they occurred.

"Please ....hurry.." She said right before she collapsed with a dull thud.

I reached out to her and as soon as my hand came in contact with her a wave of pain flooded through me. But I somehow knew it was from her. I was taking her pain and suffering. The sudden burst of it caused me to fly back and as I lay there withering on the ground I herd her whisper before I passed out.

"Thank y-you.."

I woke up for a moment and looked up and all I could distinguish were the most beautiful eyes I have ever see. And a little voice in the back of my mind said one word that will forever change my life. "Mate.."

And for some reason I needed the eyes to know that she was OK, so I told them and them finally blacked out.

"She is safe...I found her.."