Nash Grier

Chapter 4

"Good morning," Nash said walking into the room with a towel around his waist. I've died and gone to heaven. "Umm hello to you too," i don't even pretend not to stare at his rock hard body. He looks at me and smiles while his towel falls to the floor. I can only imagine what my face looks like. He walks with grace and confidence to the bed and climbs on top of me. "I have a premier tonight, come with me?" He whispers into my ear. He rips the the shirt off of me, looks down, and smiles. "I can imagine I don't have much of a choice," I giggle. He starts kissing my neck and my hips buckle under him. "I have a meeting, you should find something for tonight," he says and jumps off the bed and puts on a pair of boxer briefs. "So not fair, we just got started." I stick out my bottom lip. "Delayed gratification baby, it will make my plans for you tonight much better." He winks. I feel my face burn and get off the bed and throw on the shirt. If someone would have told me I'd be involved with the man I ran into just the other night I would have laughed in their face. It's all happened so fast and I just hope I can keep my guard up and not let him consume me. I've already gotten in to deep and we haven't even been together a whole day. "What are you thinking about?" He looks at me,fixing his suit. "Nothing really, just how fast this has all happened. You should wear the blue one, it matches your eyes." I say pointing at the blue tie. He smiles and starts to put it around his neck. "I know it has happened fast, but that's fine. We will figure it all out along the way, I've never wanted anyone as much as I've wanted you." He bends down to kiss my cheek. I hope he is right I can feel myself fall for him.

"Necklace or earring?" I ask josh, when he came into my bedroom. "Hmm." He looks at my dress I bought today. It's fire engine red and fits me like a Greek goddess. It clings to my body in a sexy way and has a slit all the way up my leg. "Earrings, the necklace will be too much." He smiles and walks towards me and puts my earrings in. "What would I do without you josh?" I hug him tight and close my eyes. "I take it you are seeing each other?" Josh asked me. "Yeah I'm just scared I'm falling to fast, you know?" I took a deep breath as I grabbed my clutch. "Having second thoughts?" Josh looked at me worried and a bit amused. "Not really no, I just don't know where to go from here. I mean he is famous so he won't always be around and my life's a mess, what's so great about a broken girl?" I let him see the fear in my eyes. "Your just trying to see what the catch is." He kissed my forehead. "He's the catch Leanna and you are the one that caught him, enjoy yourself baby girl. I'll always be here for you." He let go and smiled. "I'm trying, I hope it lasts. Plus, he knows." I said referring to my past. Me and josh met at a teen counseling center, he was there for his parents death. "I love you, you know. Go and have a good time. Your over thinking everything, as usual." I rolled my eyes at him and headed out the door. On the way down to the lobby I was nervous, this was my first time putting myself out there and Nash's first public appearance with me. I don't want to let him down.
The elevator doors opened and Nash was standing outside the elevator with roses and a ravishing suit that almost made my knees buckle. Everything I worried about became irrelevant. He reached out for my hand and intertwined out fingers. "I can't wait to see what that dress looks like on my bedroom floor," he whispered and nipped my ear. "We could skip this thing and find out now," I looked up at him and bit my lower lip. He shook his head and laughed and helped me into the limo. He hit the privacy button, shielding us from the driver. He touched the leg showing through the slit and ran his fingers down my calf. The simple touch sparked a fire in me. "Nash" I whispered and put my hand on his leg trying to imitate his movement but he grabbed my wrist and shifted me to straddle him. He placed my hands around his shoulders and started to kiss me. I started moving my hips and he pushed me away. "What are you doing to me?" He looked at me. I ran my hand through his hair and he closed his eyes. All I want to do is please him, I don't want to disappoint him. "I want you, right here" I kissed his neck. "Later. Not now. I can't like this." He said but I started unzipping his pants. I leaned into his neck and inhaled his scent. He grabbed my waist, moved my dress out of the way. I silently thanked the convenient slit. He didn't relax but I started to take over him and positioned myself on him. "Your going to ruin me" he said. Our bodies were moving in sync with each other. I want him to be happy with me and I'll make sure that happens. I close my eyes and focus on the feeling building inside me. This is too intimate, we are eye to eye, only inches apart and breathing in each others air. I took more of him and listened to his moans. He grabbed my hips taking control of every movement. He was straining to fuel his primal needs. We looked into each others eyes and I went wild for him. I grabbed his hair and threw myself into the curve of his neck and he started to suck my earlobe. We finished together and stayed holding each other for what felt like a long time. "Wow," he said and pulled me off. I smiled, feeling high. He studied me and I felt exposed. I smiled again and pulled out my small mirror and made sure I looked appropriate. "Your perfect," he said and tucked a piece of hair my brown behind my ear. "I wish I could blow this premier off but I can't, I have a speech to give." The car stopped and our moment was broken. I settled beside him and saw his features change. He became distant and gave nothing away as the doors opened, revealing nothing about his personal self to the people outside. He reached in and smiled slightly before he took my hand. People shouted of course and he kept me close as the cameras flashed. Men and women chanted questions and yelled his name. It was absolute chaos but through it all I could only focus on the way his hand felt at the small of my back. "Who is this Nash? What is she to you?" A lady pushed through other reporters and was now in his face. He pulled me closer dipped me down and kissed me passionately. Everything around me disappeared. "Hope that answered all of your questions," he looked at the reporter and we walked inside the building. I didn't say anything I was too nervous, I have never been to anything like this and the sad part is I have no idea what the movie he is starring in, is about. The moment we entered the building someone called his name and he slipped away. Well, this just got awkward. I am just standing here in a room full of famous people. I might look like I fit in, but I feel like a lost dog. I walked towards the bar pissed. Why would he leave me like that? I bought two shots and set the empty glasses on the table. I turned around and watched everyone. I was amazed at all the beautiful men and woman here. "Champagne?" A man with a tray came by and asked. I grabbed it and sipped on the drink. "Why the sad face my dear, you have to be the loveliest woman here tonight," a man came up to me. He was wearing a grey suit and he was tall, built, but obviously gay. I liked him instantly. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. I smiled and thanked him. "Who did you come here with?" He asked obviously noticing how uncomfortable and out of place I felt. "Nash Grier, know him?" I asked. "Do I? Who doesn't, he has to be one of the best looking men in the world. plus, he is the star of the movie premiering tonight. Excuse me for asking but why is he giving his attention to someone else and not you?" The man asked. "Good question, I don't know who that is with him, he walked off after she called for him." I said looking down at my hands. "Oh that's his ex. They were never exclusive like how he was outside with you, but they did go at it a few times. Sorry for telling you, but I would want to know if I were you. Here let's dance and maybe he will get jealous." He held his hand out to me. I wanted to cry, honestly. It's one thing to leave me stranded but it's a whole other level to leave me sitting here uncomfortable so he can catch up with his previous lover. I decided I would dance with the man and wait to figure things out later. "My name is Jamie," he told me as we danced together. He was fun and kept my mind off of Nash. "Excuse me, I have to use the restroom, where exactly is that by the way?" I laughed and Jamie walked me to the restroom. "I'll be right out, don't leave me!" I tease him. "Hunny, I would never, your a pretty piece of arm candy," he winked and I laughed while I walked into the bathroom. See? I thought, it will all be okay. "You must be Leanna," a girl with short brown hair and vibrant green eyes said as I walked out of the stall. She looked at me. "I'm sorry you have me at a disadvantage" I looked questionably at the woman. "Oh, sorry. I'm Jessica, I'm the one Nash is giving all his attention too." She held out her hand. Umm. What the hell. I looked at her hand but ignored the gesture. She laughed at me. "You can stop trying to get his attention. He was done with you the moment he fucked you." She smiled . "You see, he can't commit. He young, sexy, rich, and he is enjoying it. He keeps me around because I'm in for the long run." She basically spit in my face. "Your pathetic." I walked out of the bathroom. Jamie was waiting for me and I told him what happened. "What a bitch, come sit by me. Nash has a speech and then the movie starts" he grabbed my waist and we sat down together. I can't believe this is actually happening. I knew it was too good to be true.

Applause broke out and I saw Nash walk on stage. My chest hurt. He is just too beautiful, and everything Jessica said is true. I stare at him and watch him talk with ease and give his thanks and appreciation.

When the movie ended people broke out in whistles and clapped. The show is over, just like my relationship. It came and went in a matter of hours. I stayed with Jamie while people started the after party. "I'm really thankful you are sticking with me, I don't know what I would do if you weren't here to save the day." I leaned in and hugged him. "It's my pleasure, really." He kissed my forehead. "Uhh oh, we have company." I looked at him and he nodded his head behind me. I saw Nash coming towards me and he looked pissed. "Don't forget you came here with me," he whispered harshly in my ear. He is mad at me? I narrowed my gaze. "Yeah, your the one to talk." I break eye contact. "Not here." He kissed me and walked back towards everyone and started talking to people, once again leaving me on my own. I walked back to the bar and ordered a drink. Lord knows I would need it. I looked around watching people mingle and almost threw up when I saw Nash dancing with Jessica. I stood up and managed to wait until I got in a cab to start crying.