Poems, Rants, and Vents. (depressing)

to mom

my brain feels like it'll implode
from emotions
my brain feels like it'll implode
from devotions
my heart beats in my neck
begging to be stopped
my heart beats in my neck
asking to be popped
i'll understand your side
when you understand mine
i'll understand your side
if you let me feel fine
i cry every night
from all you've said
i cry every night
for nothing that stayed
your actions hurt
and things you word
your actions hurt
but i'm absurd
i punish myself
in my head
i punish myself
wish to be dead
you know what i don't show
i'll hide
you know what i don't show
ignore as i confide
you'll watch me fall
heightened drops
you'll watch me fall
be a corpse

please don't steal/copy.