𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗼𝘆, 𝘫.𝘬𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘪𝘯

²⁹ only you, darling.

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any spelling errors will be edited, i just wanted you all to read👩🏽‍💻 get ready.

Fuck. Shit. Holy shit.

The only words repeating in your head. Jean was just as frozen as you were staring at his phone screen. You didn't think Yelena's plan about announcing a new member would work any longer. You backed away from him and he gazed over his shoulder from no longer feeling you hovering over him, "Y/N, just calm down."

You swallowed aggressively and looked away from him, "What do you mean? I'm calm. Completely calm." You held your chest as you began to panic.

Of course if you were looking at this situation from the other side, as the spectator, you would think this was funny; hilarious even. But you weren't. This was real life. You could be seen as being a little bit dramatic in your reaction of feeling like your whole world just came crashing down but when your boyfriend is an upcoming artist with a million plus fans globally, this is some scary shit. You knew something like this was coming after a group of his fans gathered outside the history building to see him when someone leaked what school he was going to. Soon after he dropped out and you were only realizing that the two may have been linked.

You had walked over to the window and opened it to get some fresh air, too paranoid to go outside and do it. He stood up from the stool and spun you around by your shoulders so you were facing him, "Look at me." Your eyes were clenched shut as your breath hitched, completely ignoring him until he placed his palms on your face gently, "Y/N."

You were hoping that when you opened your eyes once again, this would all just be some sick joke. But you opened them again to look into his eyes that were filled with a wave of emotions while peering into yours, making what you felt real. He parted his lips and spoke to you slowly and softly, "Everything will be fine."

Just those four words coming specifically from him, made your entire body relax and engraved them into your mind to trust. Your breathing slowed as the both of you placed a single hand over your heart that was racing. He stared into your eyes while inhaling deeply then exhaling that you followed instinctively. There were no more words spoken, only him pulling you closer so he could embrace you.

You never had to have him console you this way. It was always the other way around in these situations. It felt good to feel his warmth around you in such a comforting way. He rubbed your back as your head rested on his chest and you heard his heartbeat quietly. It was as if he wasn't affected at all by that article, "How are you so calm?"

He replied back with a scoff then said, "Do you remember what I asked you to promise?"

You hesitated a bit then answered, "Um yeah. That nothing would change between us when things got serious."

"Exactly. Now let me make you a promise. I promise I won't let anyone or anything break us apart. Not even my music."

"Jean-,"

"No, listen. You coming into my life has been the best thing I could ever ask for. I promise to hold you, kiss you, laugh with you, and do everything as if we just met. There's only you, mon amour. I don't care how complicated this gets, I want you."

You lifted your head away from his chest and studied his facial expression, feeling the genuineness in his tone and the tender look in his eyes. You grinned slightly before making a snarky remark, "Jesus. Connie was right about us being like a married couple. It's like you're practicing your vowels already."