His angel her devil

Chapter 5: Life goes on.

THIS CHAPTER IS VERY DETAILED!!! WARNING!! ABUSE IS TALKED ABOUT!! Sexual abuse is also talked about!🛑🛑

I woke up to the front slamming shut making me quickly try to slow my heart rate. It's been a full day since he left on his so called business trip. I made about $300 on my last pay check so I'm going to give him all of it and hope that it's enough. I was walking down the hallway when I saw the blonde hair of my once loving father standing by the door.

I walked up to him slowly, as though I was approaching a ticking time bomb. "I-I have $300.." His head snapped around to face me, anger present on his features.

"That's it?! That's all you have?!" He yelled as he slapped me to the ground. "I w-worked every d-day! I swear! That's all I h-have!" I screamed as he kicked my side many times, leaving me curled into a ball.

"Liar!" He grabbed me by the hair making me stand up. I screwed my eyes shut and tried to lean my head back to get some ease on the tight pain. I let tears slip my eyes as I just wanted to go back to my room and cry, but my life is not that simple.

I felt the couch cushions under me and I slowly opened my eyes to see him taking off his belt... no..no please! Mom! Momma! Please save me!

He looked at me like I was prey before grabbing my face in his clammy hands."You did this to yourself, you good for nothing ugly, fat slut." He was spitting words out like venom.

I sat there terrified for his next action."d-dad! Wait please!! D-dont do this!" I am shaking like a leaf and there's no way I can fight him off. I'm only 120 pounds he is 300 pounds.

"Shut up! Just shut the fuck up! I'm not going to fucking, fuck you, you're too ugly for that!" He punched me in the face, causing my back to hit the back of the couch.

I was relieved that he wouldn't rape me, but my heart soon picked up when I saw him taking off his pants.

"I-I have my college money! There is $900 dollars in it! Take it but please don't do this!" I was saving that money to move out and go to college but I rather have him take it then do anything more to me.

"I will take it, but since you lied you must be punished." He said while lust and something darker swirled in his light blue eyes. He took both my wrist in one hand and pulled down his boxers showing his thing.

"D-dad! P-p-please! N-no!" He forced open my mouth and put it in my mouth throwing his head back with a groan. A sound and feeling I knew I would never forget no matter how hard I tried.

I felt disgusting, and I wanted to cry but I became numb. I became dead, inside and out. This is not my dad, this is not the man I once played ball with when I was five, or the man that held me in his arms as I watched my mom die in front of my eyes. No. This is a monster.

After he finished. He let go of me and I feel limp on the couch."Ah, now the money?" He said with a smirk on his face while pulling his pants up.

I couldn't talk so I just pointed to the hallway where my room was. "Good, now I'm going to be gone for a few days so don't miss me too much, yeah." He patted my cheek, and kissed my forehead.

I shivered in disgust. I need to leave I need to get out. But I can't! I can't leave mamas home. I can't leave because I don't have the money, nor do I have a place to go.

"Goodbye,Aria. See you whenever. Don't do anything stupid." He said walking out of the door, once the door closed I leaned over my knees and threw up. I couldn't stop my body from throwing up.

After about a 20 minutes of just throwing up, I crawled to my room. I grabbed a new shirt and new pants and I walked to the bathroom and turned on the shower all the way hot.

I need him off of me! My brain was screaming at me as I kept repeating the phrase. I need him off. I scrubbed harder, he touched me. Scrub harder. Someone I once loved touched me. Scrub harder.

I looked down to see blood coating my stomach and arms. I'm not clean. I scrubbed once more before getting out of the steamy shower.

I was wrapping a towel around my body while brushing my teeth. He was in my mouth. Brush harder. He released in my mouth. Brush harder. He did that to the same mouth that muttered I love you to him! Brush harder!

I finally stopped when my mouth was full of blood. I'm disgusting, I am a slut, a good for nothing slut.

Momma. I need momma. I need someone. I can't breathe, why can't I breathe, my vision was getting blurry. Momma please, please help me breathe.

As I was scratching my throat my phone rang. Seeing the caller ID, I picked up not knowing why, or how I got so brave. "Help me."

I passed out, not even thinking that I just answered the phone for Damion for the first time. And that's how it went.

Goodnight momma, I love you. Please save me.

hey guys, i just want to say the story does get better I promise. Im sorry for anyone who has been through this. You are loved and amazing. You are not disgusting, nor are you a whore or a slut! You did nothing wrong. And I love you🖤🖤.- love, author- word count: 1013