Have you ever worked hard for something, you worked so hard you feel like breaking and your brain feel like exploding?
All I know is that all my hard work was in vain. Tried so hard to try, work my damn butt off, and then..BOOM. I failed. Failed HARD! Seeing it, it literally broke me. Trying not to look at it, my faith may have been broken.
Many say the sky is the limit, but somehow, I'm not convinced. I know it is true, but for some weird reason I'm denying the truth. I forced myself not to be convinced, because I'm afraid to fail again.
For some weird reason, crying my eyeballs out became an option, which is not that surprising, considering it has happened to me many times. I know there are those out there who has failed, and undoubtedly, who hasn't?
But..why does it feel like a huge burden have bestowed upon me? For the past year, I worked hard, but I failed. I worked harder, then I failed harder. What do I have to do to not fail? What do I need to do? Sniff a dog's ass or kiss a cow? Maybe, but my point is, I worked so hard for it, but I failed miserably.
Should I just give up?
Should I just do it?
I don't know...I guess I will find out soon enough.
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