Everything is not right! Nothing is! I've been trying to be good at this, bit it just seemed impossible. I don't know why I'm feeling this way, but I do.
I'm trying too hard to be perfect, and I don't even know why. It's like some kind of abyss is sucking my soul in and barf it out into this...thing inside me; a devil that always want me to be...perfect.
I know that I can't, but I don't know why I'm trying so hard to be one. Probably it's because of what I see in my life; people having fun without having to think of what they're doing. It's like they just do it without thinking!
Me? I need to be perfect! You must be perfect, whispered the devil inside of me.
I have tried to fight it off, but it took control over me. My mind is induced in an abyss. Not only it had lead me to a mental pain, but also physical and spiritual pain.
I seeked help, and they did. They really did. I am so grateful for everything they had done for me. It was long and tough, but I managed to accept my flaws. Now, it doesn't matter what the devil speaks of me, I will always be myself in my own ways, in my own terms.
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Short StoryA collection of short stories and story-driven poems that is based on the lives of people from every corner of the world, hoping to bring a story of our lives. Life has its happy moments, sad moments and angry moments. The feeling to connect with ot...
