TOO MUCH FOR US

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

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it was sunday but no race week so we had this weekend to ourselves. daniel knows this big club here and wants all of us there so i guess we all have out plans sorted for tonight. it would be so hard for me and lando to pretend like we are not together. 

i was lying in lando's bed right now while he was asleep. 

i admired the way he looks while he is asleep. i love this man so much. i gently pressed a small kiss on the temple of his forehead and got up to freshen up . 

i went to the bathroom to take a bath and brush my teeth and stuff. it all took about half an hour, just as i was about to get out of the bathroom , i here banging noises. and lando's frustrated groans as well. 

as i got out of the bathroom i saw lando beating up the coffee machine. i could not help but laugh. 

"what are you doing ?" i asked with a laugh 

"i can't , I CAN'T ! its broken ! IT'S BROKEN !" he said in frustration and i laughed again 

"its not broken , you just dont know how to use it" i said as i laughed again and fixed whatever was not working with was absolutely nothing. the machine was working perfectly. 

"I DID THAT !" he groaned defeatedly as i let out one last laugh and wrapped my arms around him. 

"i love you lando" i softly said as he wrapped his hands tighter around me. 

"and i love you" he said as he kissed my forehead . i feel so happy when i am with him. he way he holds me , it does something to me, it absolutely warms my heart. 

"what do want to do today ?" he asked softly 

"i don't know...how about we just relax before the party , because daniel is throwing it so we know we will be tired as anything when we are back" i said

 "then staying here it is , lets order something ?" he added 

"sure" i said. 

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the whole day i was with lando. and most of it , in his arms , he held me so close to him and i loved him so much , my hear warms every time he leaves a soft kiss on my forehead or my lips. i never want to lose him. ever. he everything i could want. i am glad that he loves me so much. even though it's just been a week since we are together but it feels like a little forever. like a little infinity. him around me , it just feels so good. the way he goofs around , the way he smiles , the way he laughs , the way he leaves flirtatious comments , it just feels like i could not want anything more. i need him in my life. i always have even if i never admitted it before. but now i know why i felt empty when was not here even when we hated each other. truth is , we never actually hated each other , we only ever just convinced ourselves that we did. he knows how to make me smile. anytime. he cares about me , well , i figured that out earlier that he did. he reminds me every now and then that he loves me and that just makes me feel so happy and wholesome. i never want to let him go. not now. not tomorrow. never. i want to make him smile and think i do. 

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i was in my room right now , getting ready for the party , i wanted to look good today , i want to impress lando. earlier when we had parties , i had no reason to impress him but this time i do. 

i was wearing a , you guessed it , black dress with yeah my very much hated black heels. i did some neutral makeup and my hair were as usual. 

i looked into the mirror and i was satisfied. i looked hot. i had to agree. i hope lando likes it. i felt confident. when i bought the dress i thought it would be too much but , come on , its vegas , people dress like- lets say a bit inappropriate at parties here and this was nothing compared to it. vegas was a party. no one is going to see shit about you.