Miss

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No, I don't miss you
I miss missing you
I miss craving your warmth
Yeah, I miss hearing you say "I love you"
and the late night talks
falling asleep on the phone
I wish I knew the feel of you're embrase to miss it too.
I wish i'd felt you're kiss
sure, I miss you're laugh
I miss hearing you call me beautiful, when everything had always told me otherwise.
and yeah I miss the intoxicating smell lf you

alright, okay, I miss you.
i've moved on, I'm not in love with you anymore.
But late at night you're who's on my mind.
You're still the reson I cry sometimes
I Deleted our messages, but I kept the screenshots.
My mouse has hovered above the delete button on the selfies you sent me.
but they still rest in a file on my laptop.

So many guys seem to chase me
or at least thats what everyone says
But then when its 2 am and I cant sleep
I dont daydream about that cute guy who I spent the whole day flirting with.
Or the cute girl who winked at me in 7-11
I'm remanissing on our time together or maybe longing for you.
Maybe I just need closure
Or maybe i'm just nuts

I can't tell anyone. They wouldnt understand.
I can't tell the woman who calls me the love of her life, even though we both know we probably won't be together forever.
I wish you would've treated me like shit
or cheated
or done anything so i could hate you
but you were perfect.
Mature, Handsome, Funny.
Everything I wanted.

I just wish you would talk to me.
you say it really was you not me.
If only you could see me now.
Fuck, I'll admit it.
I miss you.
I dont want to
But I miss you.

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