I knew Mark won't let me meet Idina infact he won't even let me live.
Kill yourself ! It would be better to kill yourself than let him kill you!! Should I?
I brushed these thoughts away. I hope Liz had a safe journey. I already miss her.
I just laid in bed all day passing out, vomiting , nightmares and Mark coming in the room at random moments to torture me. Yes he was torturing me. He brought in a knife which wasn't sharp and he would take my hand up and cut it until he saw blood . I suffered this throughout the week end. On Sunday night I took my laptop and watched all the videos and pictures of the after party , final curtain call and other stuff. In the midst of all these my gut kept telling me
Your dead tomorrow kill yourself now. Should I actually kill myself and not let Mark take revenge?
I didn't know what to do. Do I message Liz?
Maybe she doesn't want to talk to you. Maybe your sticking to much to her.
Maybe she is busy and you will be disturbing her.
I made my desicion .
I would kill myself Monday morning.
24th of March, 2015, 9 am.
Yes. The end of Hope .
I was ready. I had everything ready. Everything needed to kill myself.
Message to Liz
Um hi! I didn't mean to disturb you . I hope you reached NYC safely. I'm going to die tomorrow. It's for sure. So I thought I'd say goodbye to you forever.
Thank you.
Goodbye.
As soon as pressed sent I switched my phone of and laid down in bed . I thought I'd leave a note for Liz incase she comes .
Note to Liz .
Hi I've missed you. Today in my room I was thinking how this situation would have been if I hadn't met you. And I'm thankful our paths crossed. Mark killed my my mum fiver years ago. He is here to kill me too. He said that he'd kill me too. But I won't let him do it . I will do it myself. I have planned it out. Thanks again . Good bye.
I crippled the paper. Held it tight . Like it was the dearest thing to me . It was really late at night. I thought it was time .
I walked to the washroom. Sat against the door. Took my bracelet of held it tightly with the note. I took the pills out. I started swallowing them. I ate a lot of them . Quarter of the pills were left. My vision got blurry. I felt nauseous. I had to keep going .
I'm coming to you mum. Your angel is coming.
*blacked out*
Mum?!! I saw her. After five years . She looked beautiful. But sad.
"Mom Mark is here to kill me! But I won't let him kill me. I killed myself." I told her . She turned away. "Mum, what's wrong? Mum talk to me please!"
"Hope you are not obeying to what I told you!"
"Mum what?!? What do you mean?!?"
"Your not obeying to what I told you!"
"Mum tell me !! What do you mean??!!"
"Your not obeying to what I told you!"
She pointed towards some light , it was so bright I couldn't see.
"Hope! Hope! Hope!" I heard someone's voice coming from the bright light. I walked towards it. I saw two women was it?? No I can't be! It was Liz and Idina . What is going on??!!
"Mum what's going on??"
Liz and Idina just...
"Hope? ! Please tell me your okay ! Hope!!?" I moved a bit. Was I alive?
"Am I alive?"
"Yes , Hope your alive!!" It was Liz. She came back . Liz came back for me?
She hugged me . Soon I was laid on a stretcher and taken out.
Few hours later.
"Do you want pizza?" Liz asked me. I replied weakly
"Rule number one :... " then we both said it together "Never say no to pizza!" And giggled.
She ordered pizza and came to sit on the stool next to me.
"Liz where is Mark? We need to go away from here he will kill us.."
"Hushhh! Hope, calm down I've got everything under control. I know what Mark did . I read your note when I got here."
"But how!?? He will kill us we need to escape."
"Two things happened I had a dream. And I saw your message and when you didn't reply I hurried here. I found you unconscious in the washroom. I found the note crippled in your hand. Called the police and saved you ha!"
"Thanks Liz ."
"Wait you had a dream? What was it because I had a dream to!" I said keen to know what she had seen
"There was an old lady. She showed me you. Lying in the floor. Then your message. It all just seemed to connect . So I rushed here. What did you see?"
"I saw my mum after five years . She told me I was not obeying to what she had told me. And she showed me you and idina standing side by side and then you just merged into each other that was weird to be honest. And I wonder how did I disobey her." Liz mumbled something.
"What are you mumbling Liz ?"
"Live your dream my angel . I will always be with you!"
"How do you know that . My mum said that to me..." I trailed off. I'm not living my dream. My dream to meet Idina.
"Liz I know I can't travel but please I need to go see Idina. Please it is my dream." I pleaded.
*Few days later*
Heathrow airport.
"Here we go." I said under my breath.
"What's that hun?" Liz asked.
"Here I go." I smiled .
We had our bracelets. We boarded our plane and were off to NYC. I was blankly outside the window lost in my thoughts when I felt Liz's hand on mine
"Relax and breathe." She said smiling. I nodded.
"Liz did you give Idina the stuff I got her?"
"Yep." She said. We talked about random stuff and we didn't even know when we reached JFK airport.
"Let's go to my place . Hmm?" Liz said and I nodded in reply. We got to her home. She told me to take my pills and relax for a bit while she'd go change. I took my pills and didn't feel like lying around so I just went to explore her home.
What?? How could this be here?? She said...
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Things winding up . About to end *tears* Thanks for the support.
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