You,
It has been more than the time we have both expected. Experiences, laughter, tears, stories, books, love we shared. Looking back at things, we are more than anybody that i've been with. Whether it be my family, friends, exes, enemies.. you are the only person who knows a big part of my whole life, and now, POOF! YOU. ARE. GONE. Just like that. Just like every one.
I am greatful, for all those times. I know I won't regret any part of it. What's making me sad is the things we've dreamed of. The places we want to travel. Make babies each country we visit. Go home to a house designed by the both of us. You want it without stairs because you don't want me to struggle when I am already carrying our baby. You don't know how happy I am to hear those words from you. I have imagined mornings when I will wake up looking at your face, thanking Him for giving me you. You will wake up seeing me working at our kitchen, making your cup of coffee. We will go to church and by afternoon, we'll go biking with our children. We will watch them grow, finish high school, have girlfriend or boyfriend. Guide them, and make them feel loved as much as we can. You will be the escort of our daughter to the altar. We'll see our grandchildren play on our backyard. We'll grow old, seating on our front porch books on our hands then we'll look at each other smiling. Saying "we've made it", through our eyes, holding each others hand.
But then, it's just the things we've dreamt of. Sadly, i think it will remain just like that. Maybe we are the same species of flowers. Meant to grow on the same roots but with different branches. I love you, before.
Still.
Always.
The one you once loved,
Me
