It was a normal windy tuesday afternoon. I don't know why i was walking on the seaside near a big mall in Pasay, when I think I should be on my entrepreneurship class. I was walking.. fast, moving uncontrollably. Seems like I am looking for something. I continue to walk and soon I felt my knees go weak but then I can't stop. Until my eyes caught the one it's looking for. It's not something, rather a someone. He was smiling, beaming actually. He looks so free and happy. He brushed his hair like in the tv commercials while his eyes almost close with tears. Tears of joy, he can't help himself but laugh. I felt something in my throat. It aches badly. My feet suddenly moved again. I don't want to allow it because I know where it will take me, but I lost power over it. It took me 2 o'clock from his vision. My heart stops to beat, the stone on my throat makes me want to throw up. Tears sprung from my eyes and my hands immediately covered my mouth, catching my jaw that's ready to fall down on the hard concrete. My feet moved again and when there are only three steps between us, it stopped.
I wanted to ask you. I wanted to wipe my stained cheeks but I can't. You jumped off from where you sat and you faced her. You stretched out your hand and she chuckled. It felt like I'm watching a mushy movie, but then I wished it was me, not her. She jumped off and wrapped her arms around you. She nuzzled your nose. Did you tell her that you like that? Then you closed the gap between your face. You walked away. I closed my eyes. I opened it. I hugged my pillow tight.
