To The Sky

Chapter 13

I hate the fucking tears. I never know how to get them to stop.

She's curled up on her side tucked under my arms in our bed but even in her sleep there are tears. I wish I could take every ounce of hurt and pain away. That I could wash away all the insecurities I see swimming in her pretty blue eyes. I know she's having some self confidence issues, a product of the abuse, but I don't how else to show her she's perfect just the way she is. 

I sigh rolling onto my back. I don't know how to help her, especially since she won't let me in. I want her to trust me and I think she does, I just don't think she knows how to communicate it. Sawyer is an enigma. She smart, kind beautiful. She presents herself as a badass but underneath it all there is so much hurt. She puts on a mask to hide it away but she seems comfortable around us enough to drop it. The tears kill me but at least I know she's healing.

"M-mase." Sawyer cries out the moment I get up.

Fuck I didn't mean to wake her. I slide back into bed and pull her to me. 

"I'm here baby." I rub circles on her stomach trying to get her to relax and I'm rewarded with a moan.

"Shhh baby just relax, let me make you feel good yeah?" I ask permission before going any further.

She groans "Please Mase make me feel better" Her sweet little ass rubs on me.

Fuck I love her ass. I was right before, it fits in my hands perfectly. 

I snake my hand from her stomach down to her center. I know she's aching and the fact she trusts me with this makes my heart fucking soar. 

"You want me to make your sweet little pussy feel better baby?" I whisper in her ear, inhaling that vanilla scent. She fucking whimpers making my dick even harder.

I slowly start to circle my thumb on her clit over her soaked panties, holding in the moan and loving how wet she is for me. I kiss her neck slowly a mix of soft kisses and sucking. I want to fucking claim her. I want everyone to know she's mine.

"I've been dying for a taste of you. Ever since I saw you in the rain" I take my hand away hearing her growl. I flip her onto her back so I'm right above her.

I slowly side her shirt up "These sweet little nipples were hard and I could see them even from my car." I lean down and lick one. "Fucking sweet." I growl against her, while she moans and wiggles trying to get me closer. 

"I wanted to taste them then." I suck her other nipple into my mouth loving the sounds she makes. The whimpers, the moans, the oh gods that have started. 

"You've been such a bad girl teasing me these last few weeks haven't you?" I still my movements. When she doesn't answer I lean over her mouth. "Answer me my little psycho. You've been very naughty?" This time she doesn't make me wait.

"Yes. I'm sorry Mase. I didn't mean too." She shakes under me as I reward her answer with my touch. I'm petting her through her panties again fucking ready to beg for a taste of her.

"That's alright baby. I know you were scared but how are you going to make it up to me?" I kiss her lips again before trailing down her jaw and neck with little nips and licks.

She groans trying to pull herself to me even closer.

"Words baby. What do you want?" I need her to know she has the power here. I don't want her to go into that negative headspace that shitty ex of hers put her in.

"Yo-you can lick me." She whispers.

I chuckle and lick her right on her collar bone. I grin when she lets out an unsatisfied sound.

"That's not what I meant Mason." I can't help but laugh again.

"You asked me to lick you and I did. Be more specific baby."

I look into her deep sea eyes taking in her glare. 

"Ugh. I want you to lick my pussy and make me come on your tongue and fingers-" She barely gets her last word out by the time I have her panties pushed aside and I'm sucking her clit in my mouth.

"Holy fuck" She yells as I work her on my fingers. I have two inside of her working her in and out while I circle and lick her little clit.

She has both hands in my hair, guiding me to what makes her feel good as she rides my face. Sawyer is pulling so hard that it burns but in the best way possible.

Her pussy starts to squeeze my fingers as she comes and holy crap is she tight. It will take some time to get her ready to take me.

"MASON" She finishes on a yell finally letting go of my hair.

I sit back and lick my lips as I stare at my girl satiated, her hair wild, shirt rolled up so that I can see her pretty pink nipples, and panties skewed to the side so I can see those plump wet lips.

"You look as pretty as a picture baby." I growl gripping my dick.

I take it out reveling in the look of sheer terror and desire in her eyes as she sees the size of me for the first time. Sawyer will be a tight fit but she will love every moment of me inside of her.

I start to jerk off watching her chest rise and fall. I imagine how those sweet tits would look while she rode me or how good it will feel to be inside of her. 

It's the look in her eyes of love that finishes me off. I grunt and groan as I come close to climax "Finish on me Mase" Is all she says as I cum. hard. Everything I do with this girl is a thousand times better than it ever was before. 

After I finish I sweep her into my arms and head to our bathroom. I set her down on the counter before turning the shower on.

"Baby want to tell me what had you so upset earlier?" I turn to her. Those entrancing eyes were sleepy and heavy are now open wide and brimming with tears again.

"Fuck Sawyer I didn't want you to cry again. Tell me what's wrong and I will fix it for you. Please" I plead with her. She shakes her head and slips off her t-shirt in a seductive way that is probably suppose to distract me.

I step closer to her so our chest are together. She's warm and soft. I push a piece of hair behind her ears before I slide her down my body so she's standing. I gently kneel and pull down her underwear leaving a trail of kisses down her legs. 

I stand up and kiss her once on the cheek before guiding us both into the hot water. I pull her into my arms and I just hold her.

"Baby, Sawyer." I start clearing my throat as I rub her back in what I'm hoping are comforting circles.

"I'm not sure what happened or what the guys said but you know I pick you right?"  I don't stop to let her answer but I do pull away just enough so I can stare into her eyes.

"I love you Sawyer. Nothing will change that. You are it for me. Everything about you, I fucking love. How you dress, how you talk, the things you know about cars. I find all of that sexy. Most of all I love who you are as a person. I love you Sawyer Jenkins, and one day you will be Sawyer Halloway. You are mine and even if you try to leave me I will hunt you down. Do understand me baby?" I search her eyes my chest pinching in fear with rejection. 

"I understand Mase. I love you to my hero." She whispers against my lips before swallowing me in an all consuming kiss.