Teen Romance

Before The Breakup

I continued walking even though I didn't know where I was going, my tears falling as it combined with the rain. I saw flashing lights beside me and there was a Benz truck with its windows rolled down "get in" a familiar voice spoke, I couldn't see because my tears clouded my vision as I walked over to the passenger side and opened the door as I sat. "thank you" I mumbled and looked up, there sat tracy in the driver's seat and through the rear view mirror I could see gus passed out in the back and dried up tears on his cheeks "are you gonna tell her what happened?" he asked with a serious face as he shoved his phone in my face, on the screen was a pissed off Sienna "as soon as you come home were having a talk" she said before hanging up fuck. "Jules what happened?" he asked me while pointing at gus then back at me, I sighed and told him everything, from the start
"then coldhart told me to leave so I did" I said while sniffling "that explains so much, gus hasn't been himself for the past few months and now I know why, damn bruh this shits messed up as fuck" he said as he pressed the break and we stopped at a red light "i don't know what I feel for him tracy, it's complicated" I said as I huffed "nah but think about it, do you love him?" he asked, I stayed quiet and hesitated for a while before talking "I think I'm falling more and more for him. What I feel with coldhart is nothing compared to gus but it's not the first time gus did something like this yea he did go out of his way for an apology but at the same time he had a girlfriend or a side hoe whatever she is. I'm not shocked he picked her though, she's pretty- her long hair and her bangs, her style, the way she does her makeup she looks so effortlessly pretty. I could never compare to her" I said as my eyes watered "if only you knew what gus thought" he said looking back at gus then at me "what do you mean?" I asked "give him a chance" he said ignoring my question, before I could speak he did before me "just give a chance Jules, I don't usually talk to people like this but your special as fuck to him. He deserves a chance and you deserve an apology, talk to him Jules your the only person he'll talk to. Trust me" I looked back at gus and sighed "I will" I said before the traffic lights turned green and tracy drove away

25mins later
I waved goodbye to tracy and walked up the stairs of the building to my apartment, before I could touch the door handle the door swung open. When I saw Sienna there I couldn't help but burst into tears, releasing all my bottled up feelings. I fell into her arms while sobbing on her shoulders as she wrapped her arms around me "it's okay Jules" she said as I pulled away "no Sienna no it's not okay I'm fucking sick of this I don't know if I like coldhart or gus coldhart or gus coldhart or gus! I don't know who to fucking choose but I can't help but feel like I'm inlove with him!" I said as I hyperventilated as Sienna froze"love who?" she asked, I didn't answer and just looked around as more tears fell "love who jules." she repeated firmly again, when I didn't reply she gasped "it's not him is it?" she asked but I stayed quiet "it's not him is it Jules?" she asked more calmly this time, letting me know she's not mad at me for that but mad because I didn't tell her sooner "is it him-" she asked before I interrupted "yes Sienna its gus it has always been gus and only gus!" I shouted as I got frustrated and slammed my hands on our kitchen counter while taking a few breaths to calm myself down. I looked at Sienna and noticed someone standing behind her "I'm sorry Jules, he had to know" she said before moving out the way, there stood coldhart. Oh fuck.

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