Teen Romance

IDGAF

Jules pov;

I stepped into the apartment, the smell of weed and alcohol filling my nose as I pushed through the crowd to look for Sienna. I found her making out with a tall guy and a mustache on the couch "looks like she's busy" someone shouted behind me "yea no shit" I shouted over the music, I started making my way to the kitchen and found half empty bottles of vodka, I grabbed one and chugged it as my eyes watered and my throat burned, while I was drinking it someone pushed past me making me stumble and spill the vodka over my red dress and tights "fuck" I mumbled while searching for a towel

a/n her dress

Someone tapped my shoulder, I looked up to see the same guy Sienna made out with "yo I'm tracy owner of the house, u searching for sum?" he said "yea actually-" I started before getting interrupted as he slipped me a tiny bag with whatever sort of drug in there "don't tell anyone I gave u dis shit, only handed it to u cause ur bsf fine so you lucky ash there" he said as he walked away that is so not what I wanted I walked over to the bathroom and ran in locking the door behind me "parties are SO not for me today" I spoke to myself "same here" I startled when I heard the deep voice speak, looking infront of me I saw a skinny white blonde boy with a ton of tattoos smoking a blunt he was hot, "I'm so sorry I didn't realize someone was here I'm js gonna leave" I said but before I could unlock the door he spoke "nah its fine boo you can chill with me here, it's crazy out there don't seem like sum you'd vibe with?" I shook my head as I sat on the counter "nah my anxietys up the roof today, anyway what's ur name?" I asked "peep, you?" he replied "Jules" I said, he stayed silent as a way to tell me to continue "Jules west" I corrected "nice" he said as he threw his blunt into the trash "so where u from?" he asked "Greece but I grew up here in New York, you?" I said as he replied "Sweden but I was born and raised in Pennsylvania" I nodded as we stayed in a comfortable silence for about 5 mins "yo u do drugs?" he asked "from time to time just not anything extreme, speaking of drugs this randomass dude gave me this" I said opening up my hand and giving him the bag "sweeeett" he said grinning. I watched him open the bag and make two lines on the counter before rolling up a dollar bill and snorting it, he sniffed and smirked at me as he handed me the dollar bill "wanna try?" he asked, I hesitated for a moment but fuck it "hell yeah, what is it tho?" I replied, he looked at it for a minute before replying to my question "I don't know cocaine or sum other shit, don't matter u ain't gon overdose if u take a line or two" he said reassuring me, I jumped down the counter and snatched the dollar bill from him, I did exactly as he did, I put the dollar bill at the start of the line and closed one of my nostrils before snorting the line as fast as I could, I looked up sniffing as I wiped my nose "fuck that burns" I said "was good tho right?" he replied "yea" I said as he popped a pill in his mouth and handed me one, I looked at it suspiciously "it's a xan" he said as if reading my thoughts. I popped it into my mouth and swallowed it dry, "gus" I said as he looked at me "why do you do drugs?" he replied "it helps with shit, makes me numb enough to forget", "forget what?" my curious ass asked, he looked at me like he didn't know what to say "there's so much, I been on my own baby I been fucking up, I don't even know if I give a fuck about anything" he said hesitating for a second "I don't give a fuck about anything" he said completing his sentence, I just looked at him and nodded he's more fucked up than I am
"what about you boo? , I ain't never seen a pretty face so fucked up" he called me pretty I hesitated before speaking "family issues" I said looking down "keep ur chin up ma, u don't gotta tell me anything else u ain't comfortable with telling" he said lifting my chin to look at him, I sighed "thanks alot peep" I said "anytime boo, mind if I get ur number?" he replied "nah here u go" I said saving my number in his contacts "I'll call you later tonight?" he asked "call me on my phone? I don't pick it up, send me a text tho" I said "aight boo" I turned to leave but I had 3 quick questions "hey peep, for how long do u do drugs in a day, how do you feel like after doing drugs and how do you stop? " I asked "what are you a interviewer?" he asked chuckling, I smiled slightly letting him know I was serious, he sighed before he spoke "ride till the wheels fall off and my heart stop, I can't feel my face but I won't stop, can't stop girl you know I can't stop won't stop can't stop girl you know it don't stop" he said looking at me "I get you peep, I'm glad we met" I said smiling "same here boo, ur fit cool asf by the way" he said "thanks, urs isn't too bad either" I said while blushing as I stepped out the bathroom and went looking for Sienna, found her fucked up on the couch, I wrapped my arm around her waist and wrapped her arm around my shoulder as I walked her to the car and laid her down in the backseat, she shifted as I got into the driver's seat "thanks Jules" she said as I smiled and drove off.

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hey sorry for the long chapter but whoever reads this book really hope you enjoy 💋