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I sat in the studio, anxious as hell as I fiddled with the ring coldhart gave me. I smiled at it and took a deep breath as my producer sat on his chair and spoke through the mic "alright you can start" I put on my headphones and I closed my eyes before I started singing. I ended the song and opened my eyes, coldhart and my producer looked at me with pride "your song's ready" my producer spoke before switching off his mic and stepping out the studio. I squealed as jumped out of my chair and ran out the door, jumping into coldharts arms "that was fire boo" he said as I pulled away, only gus calls me boo I brushed off my thought as I smiled with my teeth "thank u" I said as we looked into each other's eyes, he came closer to me as I watched his lips before it connected with mine, he held my face in his hands as I wrapped my hands around his wrists. We pulled away, panting a bit, he placed his forehead on mine as I smiled.7months later
i ran my fingers through coldharts hair as he buried his face in the crook of my neck, I've been dating coldhart for 5 of these 7 months now, and I'm really happy but there's an empty spot in my heart that he can't fill and I'm scared that gus is the only one that can. Speaking of gus I cut off all contact with him after he texted me that nightGus 😵💫
G: boo I'm sorry
G: it's not what it looked like JulesSeen on 9:55am tuesday
G: I miss you.
G: talk to me.you turned off all notifications from gus 😵💫
I sighed and switched off my phone as coldhart started shifting, I looked down at him "hey pretty girl" he said smirking at me "hi bae" I replied as he sat up "ya know what day it is today?" he asked "no?... What is it" I replied confused, he stared at me for a minute before speaking "think about it" he said getting up and walking to the bathroom. I kept thinking about it and eventually got frustrated, coldhart stepped out of the bathroom while wiping his face with a towel "I thought about it and NOTHING" I said glaring at him "alright I'll tell you but First" he said leaning in and kissing me "now I'll tell you, today your gonna have a collab" he said smiling "no way your joking, I've needed one for so long" I said as I got up and hugged him "it's a surprise and by the way the person your gonna collab with doesn't know this is happening either so it's a surprise collab" he said grinning "I love your surprises" I said leaning up and pecking his lips "aight I gotta go, I have sum with GBC" he said as he got his car keys "get me Chipotle on your way back" I said after kissing his cheek "I will" he said as he opened the door and left.
2hours later
I sat in the passenger seat, happily eating my Chipotle as coldhart drove to the studio for my collab "were here" he said as he got out of the door and opened my side of the door for me "let me help" he said as he kept my Chipotle in the bag and held my hand as we walked to the studio. I stepped in as me and the producer had small talk before I went to the recording room and sat in my chair, putting the headphones on "your partner will be here in a minute" the producer said as the door opened. My heart dropped, there stood gus with his hair messy and his eyes blood red he looks like he hasn't slept in so long coldhart looked at him and gave him a cold stare as gus looked up at me "I'm having a Collab with her?" he asked quietly as the producer nodded his head, gus rubbed his hand over his face in a tired way he can't stand me "let's get this over with" he said as he stepped into the recording room and put on his headphones. The manager soon entered and gave us a paper of our lyrics "read them carefully we can't mess this up" he said and me & gus just nodded "alright start the music" the manager ordered as the producer nodded and started the music.
"I can see it in your eyes that you wanna get out I can see it in your eyes that you need it right now, that you need it right now that you wanna get it out, that you need it right now that you wanna get it out. I just wanna hear the sound driver our camaros out of town, baby we could leave right now oh and I just wanna feel alive baby take your time smoking on this loud woah-oh" I sang, glancing at gus every now and then "girl you know you make my cold heart warm with a touch one kiss then we fucking I just can't get enough" he sang as he turned his head to look at me and made eye contact as he sang the next part "put it on me that's the best part baby the trust, trust me I got nothing for you other than love" he looked away from me and at the floor as he sang the next lyrics "I remember eating pussy on the back of the bus I remember getting nookie til the sun came up all the places that you took me came with us, same hoes overlook me now they on my- nuts"
he finished singing his part as he looked back at me, pain filling his eyes "I can see it in your eyes that you wanna get out I can see it in your eyes that you need it right now, that you need it right now that you wanna get it out, that you need it right now that you wanna get it out. I just wanna hear the sound driver our camaros out of town, baby we could leave right now oh and I just wanna feel alive baby take your time smoking on this loud woah-oh" I sang still holding eye contact with him, he ran a hand through his hair frustrated and stood up "I need to leave" he said removing his headphones and leaving the studio before the manager could say anything. The manager looked at me confused "do you two know each other?" he asked "used to." I said, my eyes still focused on the door gus just sprinted out of. I got up and stepped out, coldhart looked mad as he grabbed my arm and walked out the studio, as soon as we entered the car he yelled "what the fuck was that" I replied confused "what do you mean" he said "you and gus there holding eye contact like you were inlove with each other!" I was stunned "are you seriously blaming this on me" I yelled "yes I am blaming it on you" he argued back "YOU were the one who made me come on this stupid surprise collab" I yelled at him "I didn't know gus would be there but that still doesn't give you any right to look at him like that!" he yelled back "LOOKING AT HIM LIKE WHAT" I yelled frustrated "LIKE YOUR INLOVE WITH HIM" he yelled as he hit the steering wheel "MAYBE I AM INLOVE WITH HIM" I blurted out and immediately covered my mouth with my hands when I realized what I said "what" he replied as his eyes became glossy, before I could reply he unlocked the doors "get out" he said "what" I replied "get out Jules, get out now" he said calmly as he held back tears. I didn't wanna argue anymore as I stepped out the car and he drove away, then it started raining just greatA/N
Couldn't find a different song for them to collab with so sorry that some of the song lyrics don't relate to any of th events that happened, give more song suggestions just incase I re-edit the song in this chapter.

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