Teen Romance

first Gig

jules' pov:
I woke up with a sharp pain in my head, I sat up groaning as I looked beside me and there was peep sleeping with me on a strangers bed "what the fuck" I mumbled to myself as I remembered what happened last night "shit" I said getting up and pulling my pants up "hey boo" peep said behind me smirking, I gave him a pissed off look "fuck you peep" I said as i tied my hair up "you still mad?" he said "yes peep I'm still mad you had no right to go have fun with some blondie and then take me to bed alright!" I said controlling myself "cmon boo I told you I'm sorry" he replied getting off the bed "it's ur gig today gus, focus on that and leave me alone" I said "just come to my gig Jules, your the reason I even got one please be there" he said, i stayed quiet for a minute "I'll think about it" I said before opening the window and climbing out can't just walk out of a strangers room

5 hours later
Its time for his gig I thought to myself as I checked my dms

Peep 😵‍💫

P: boo you there?
P: pls talk to me im sorry
P: Jules Im sorry

I don't forgive you :J

Peep liked your message at 2:45
Peep sent a message at 7:12

P: will you come to my gig?
P: please boo Ik ur mad at me rn but I need u there, pls be there js for today

I'll be there.:J

Peep reacted 😘 to your message at 7:18

I sighed and shut off my phone and got ready, it was a bit outside so I slipped on a mid thigh dress with knee high stockings and boots and got a leather jacket just incase

I looked at myself in the mirror and groaned this matches but doesn't match idk what to wear I checked my closet for different clothes and nothing, these are the only clean and good ones I have. I sighed and brushed my hair before applying waterproof mascara and doing my lipstick routine always use waterproof mascara I slipped on my boots before leaving my apartment and entering the Uber I called

20mins later
I stepped out I looked around me there's so many people I walked to the backstage line this all for his first gig? No way I gave the security my backstage pass and made my way to the back, I saw tracy, Sienna, cold hart and some of his other friends; I walked up to Sienna as she looked at me "oh my God my baby I didn't see you in so long where the fuck were you bitch?" she said wrapping her arms tightly around me and kissing my cheek "so I'm ur baby and ur bitch?" I said grinning "ur my everything" she said smiling and hugging me again, I hugged her back and moved to tracy "what's up Jules" he said reaching his hand out for a handshake "nothing much what about u tracy?" I said raising my eyebrows and smirking, his eyes widened and he pulled me down "how do you know?" he whispered "I saw u and Sienna on the couch naked" I said "you can't tell anyone" he said "well I told peep before things went bad" I said "what do you mean things went bad?" he said furrowing his eyebrows, I was about to speak before we heard fans screaming "I'll tell u later" I told him and waved at coldhart before we all moved to the front to the VIP section.
As soon as we came the lights started flashing different colors and fans screamed more as peep stepped out on the stage "what's up everyone" he screamed through the mic as his eyes swarmed over the crowd he was looking for someone "can we quiet down here yall in tryna say sum" he said as the crowd went silent "the song imma be singing is based on someone who's very special and important, right now we ain't on good terms because of some shit I did, so I'll be singing two songs, both of em are based on my special person but in different situations. Aight, yo start the music" could he be speaking about me?
Peep looked over the VIP section and made eye contact with me as he started singing, not breaking eyecontact once
Call me on my phone, I don't pick it up
I ain't never home, I been fuckin' up
I don't even know if I give a fuck about anything
I don't give a fuck
Call me on my phone, I don't pick it up
I been on my own, baby, I been fuckin' up
I don't even know if I give a fuck about anything
I don't give a fuck about anything
Ride 'til the wheels fall off and my heart stop
I can't feel my face but I won't stop
Can't stop, girl, you know I can't stop, won't stop
Can't stop, girl, you know it don't stop
Fuck me when the beat drop
Baby, fuck me 'til my heart stop
Yeah, yeah
Fuck me when the beat drop
Baby, fuck me 'til my heart stop
'Til my heart stop
Bleeding out my laptop
Blood leaking out my laptop
Bleeding out my laptop
Blood leaking out my laptop
Fuck me 'til my heart stop
Call me on my phone, I don't pick it up
I been on my own, baby, I been fuckin' up
I don't even know if I give a fuck about anything
I don't give a fuck
Call me on my phone, I don't pick it up
I ain't never home, I been fuckin' up
I don't even know if I give a fuck about anything
I don't give a fuck about anything
Ride 'til the wheels fall off and my heart stop
I can't feel my face but I won't stop
Can't stop, girl, you know I can't stop, won't stop
Can't stop, girl, you know it don't stop
Fuck me when the beat drop
Baby, fuck me 'til my heart stop
Yeah, yeah
Fuck me when the beat drop
Baby, fuck me 'til my heart stop
'Til my heart stop
Bleeding out my laptop
Blood leaking out my laptop
Bleeding out my laptop
Blood leaking out my laptop
Fuck me 'til my heart stop

The song ended as the crowd screamed, peep brushed his fingers through his hair as he looked at me, he mouthed 'I'm sorry' and I shook my head, he sighed "second song yall"

Feels like we're worlds away
But we in the same room, be my girl today at least
She don't even know my name
But she look me in the eyes like she know my pain, that's me
And she always let me be myself
She don't ever take bread, she don't need no help, that's real
While I'm busy tryna get my wealth
She ain't worry about a thing except my dick and my health, that's real
She sees the things that you don't see
She breathes the air that you don't breathe
She bleeds the blood that you don't bleed
She looks at me like she loves me
She sees the things that you don't see
She breathes the air that you don't breathe
She bleeds the blood that you don't bleed
She looks at me like she loves me
Feels like we're a world away
But we in the same room, be my girl today at least
She don't even know my name
But she look me in the eyes like she know my pain, that's me
And she always let me be myself
She don't ever take bread, she don't need no help, that's real
While I'm busy tryna get my wealth
She ain't worry about a thing except my dick and my health, that's real
She sees the things that you don't see
She breathes the air that you don't breathe
She bleeds the blood that you don't bleed
She looks at me like she loves me
She sees the things that you don't see
She breathes the air that you don't breathe
She bleeds the blood that you don't bleed
She looks at me like she loves me

He ended the song as the crowd stopped singing along and screamed how could i not forgive him I sighed as he looked at me with a pleading look in his eyes I mouthed 'meet me backstage' as I walked back, he nodded before speaking into the mic "alright guys this is the end, love yall have a good night drive safely" he said before waving and going backstage. I waited for him while walking back and forth, finally he came and we made eye contact "peep" I said "Jules" he replied "were those songs about me?" I asked "yea boo" he said smiling "and what did you mean by 'she dont even know my name' isn't ur name peep or is that too unrealistic you know I didn't question it bc I thought it was a special name but-" I spoke "it's gus" he said interrupting me "five wholeass months and I thought your name was peep?" I said surprised "don't worry boo I didn't lie, my nickname is peep, ya know 'lil peep'" he said "makes sense" I said before smirking at him "so gus, why'd you write those songs about me" I asked "isn't it obvious?" he asked not wanting to Answer "cmon gus tell me PLSPLSPLS, if u do I'll accept ur apology" I said as he sighed "fine, I wrote the first song because when I met you we just connected, you understood me I understood u ya know what I mean right ma? That's what made you so special to me and that's what made me like you" he said as I smiled at what he said "what about the second song?" I asked "the second song was my way of apologizing, I ain't ever been in a situation where I had to apologize to someone special until you came and I knew I had to go out of my way to talk to you again because I can't lose you boo" he said walking towards me and wrapping his arms around me "your never losing me" I said smiling as he grinned and bent down to kiss me, before our lips touched we heard a screech "gusss where are u babes" as a girl with long black hair and bangs walked towards us, holding a blunt in her hand "what the hell are you doing with my bf" she asked me while giving me a dirty look as I looked at gus shocked, I pushed him away from me "try harder next time you wanna apologize because I'm not forgiving you again anytime soon" I said turning away from him and walking as I held back tears, I walked till I bumped into someone, I apologized and continued walking but they called after me as I looked behind and saw coldhart "yo Jules you have any idea where gus- why're you crying?" he said as I wiped any tears that fell "its nothing" I replied as cold hart pulled me to the side "tell me Jules" he said as his eyes met mine, as soon as we made eye contact I broke down in tears this is not gonna end well

A/N
Long chapter again and forgot to publish some of the parts I've finished so sorry for that. Anyways I'm getting views so hope u guys enjoyed 🤞