restrained affinity

━thirteen.

Forgo
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"Why the hell did you shoot my old man?" Asked Ran who recently known about the incident that happened right after they deal with him. Sanzu shot your father because he was caught escaping with you. But instead of shooting you. He shot your father instead.

"He's useless, besides y/n's the one that we need right now." he argued. Polishing the gun he used to shoot your father Haitani.

By that time. Ran looked at you as you were looking so numb and empty. You didn't utter a word about anything that happened earlier. Ever since your father was taken somewhere. You couldn't say anything. For various reasons. You didn't wanna talk to them either.

"Hey." Rindou said. Calling you. Instead of answering him. You looked at him with resentful eyes. You used to love them and admire them so much. But now.. You are filled with enmity within as soon as you see them.

"Don't even try, Rindou. She won't interact with you nor any of us." Ran spoke. Lighting up a cigarette on his hand. With a lighter on the other hand. He knew to himself that you won't communicate with any of them.

Rindou sighed and stood up as he was sitting beside you. He wanted to give you some space. But this was exactly what they were afraid that'll happen. Once you find out who they are. They were afraid that you'll abhor them.

"We'll take her there tomorrow." Sanzu said as he hid his gun to where it is properly placed. Saying that they will take you to where you live at tomorrow. As you show them what they needed.

"Oh tomorrow? I guess we should pass by the Casino near their place. My dealer's waiting there." Said Rindou. Explained why they had to stop by the Casino near your place.

"Then it's settled." Ran said. And he looked at you pityful as he was touched by how you were looking so numb. So much like their boss.

"I'll leave you three here, don't do anything stupid." Sanzu uttered. Closing the door of the room and left.

An awkward silence has filled the room. With the three of you united alone. And a very traumatic experience you had and had them involved. Without giving a damn care about your father.

"y/n. Look." Rindou said the first move. He was too eager to talk to you again. He indeed communicated with you before. But you didn't know it was him that time.

"Forget it." you said. Burying your face on your arms. As you were sitting down with your knees up. To carry both your arms and head. Sulking about your father's incident.

He sighed and just leave it to Ran. He was the oldest. So he must know better than him. He might know what to do at these kinds of situation. But unfortunately, he doesn't.

"How's studying at Spain?" he asked. Like you were just back from Spain. Asking like he did nothing wrong to you.

"Did you know?" you asked. Lifting your head up. Your red eyes gazing at Ran. As you asked him about something. "Did the two of you knew as well?" you asked. Referring to what your father had told you.

You wanted to just disappear for God's sake. Living with a big whole lie. You worked hard. Studied hard. And you endured everything from your rough childhood. Just to end up being adopted, and miserable. You just couldn't do anything to make yourself feel better. Not even them.

Both did not answer. Since they didn't exactly knew what you were talking about. Instead. They waited for your next response so that it can make things clearer for them.

"I was adopted.." you mumbled.

You could see how their eyes were shocked. Technically they both didn't know about it as well. They were fooled, too. They believed that you are their biological sister. But the three of you. Were living in a lie.