restrained affinity

━eighteen.

palinoia
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At that same day, or rather night. No body was returned. They who are named as criminals, are the ones who asked to find your body inside the car to see if you had something left for your funeral. But instead, your body was burnt into ashes and there are only few bones left. Which was the only memento left for you for your funeral. Both Haitani's chose to cremate the rest of your body and just use it for your funeral. Since your body cannot be shown incomplete.

"We never got the chance to say good bye properly." Ran whispered to his thoughts as he held the vase were your ashes are at. Hugged it like it's your body. With your soul wandering around the place as you bid your good bye to your precious world.

"The ring.. I never knew you had it on your hands. Thank you for giving this to us. With your remaining stamina, you chose to save us." Rindou mumbled. Looking at the ring you threw at the both of them earlier.

They drove you to the Haitani mansion and sent it to those remaining people who once served the Haitani family. With reasonable tears and filled their day with melancholy. As the two of them reached out for your ashes and spoke their requests.

"I'd like to ask all of you, if you can give our little sister the perfect funeral she at least deserved for now. Use any money from the company. This is your mistress, y/n. Please do handle this with care. And never speak a words about us. It may be hard for us two, but this is what we has to do. Please take care of her."

With that. They left you there in the hands of those people who worked under your father's command. Left the house filled with tears and regret. As they wanted to be with you even for your last days. But it was easier said than done. They cannot stay with you until you are buried underground. They never get to see your pale and cold body on a coffin. They cannot see how beautiful you are in white, in wedding or in a coffin.

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A week after.

Representing those people who visits your grave.

Both Ran and Rindou would visit your grave whenever they have time to. Almost everyday they would spare even just a bit of time to go to your grave and talk with you about things. They have not yet change. But Mikey somehow changed, even for just a bit. He started hanging out with his friends again, without getting himself caught by the police.

"How's it up there? We probably won't see each other again. We won't be falling to the same place as yours." Rindou chuckled with melancholy. He knew to himself that they won't go to heaven because they have done lots of sins. Especially murder.

"I tried baking you a cupcake. It's red velvet. Your favorite. I'm not sure if it's good tho. I'll let you decide." he stated as he starred at your grave. With your name carved in stone. Without any response coming from you. Slowly, he began crying as he remembered all those days when you were still with them.

"I shouldn't have been so cruel to you back then. I never expect things to happen this way!" he cried as he brushed his fingers through his hair as he leaned his head down with despair. He was suffering.

"Why'd you have to leave so soon? I should have stayed. I should have known that leaving you there was the worst idea. I shouldn't have listened to what Mikey told us in the first place! If I never did all of those. If we didn't do all of those. You would have been so successful right now. We won't be seeing each other again, until our next life. Let's hope, that one day. We'll meet again. As related siblings this time. Destiny will decide. I still didn't get to say good bye to you. How cruel can the world could be? Well.. I guess this just hits as my own karma. In another life, y/n. Farewell. Sanzu had me something to do."