My Alphas

-24-

This was terrible.
No. Terrible didn't even justify it.

He had lost his virginity. To his sensei. Five days before the worst day of the year. And the day he basically used Sasuke.

Naruto clenched his legs to his chest, his head on his knees. He couldn't believe what had happened.

By the time he had been able to get to the bathroom and actually start a bath, everything that had happened yesterday was back.
He had egged Kakashi on. He had indulged it. He was the one who straddled Kakashis lap and to kiss him and act as if he was the victim.

What's worse.
Is now that it's actually happened it feels like he's actually opened to the situation.
Using Sasuke, hurting Sasuke.

... maybe Sasuke wasn't the dick.
Well he was a dick and controlling bastard... but he hadn't used Naruto than stormed out after saying he liked someone else.

Naruto washed himself, solemnly unlike many many omegas. He was most likely the only omega to ever use an alpha. No. TWO ALPHAS. Not just ONE. But TWO.

It was known that alphas and betas always used omegas. For sex, children, wives, mates and etc. But no omega had been recorded to use an alpha. Two alphas at that.
But Naruto had... and is.

It was so so so wrong but Naruto couldn't help the butterflies fluttering in his stomach. He couldn't help how he felt so refreshed, so alive. Like he actually had some meaning.
And was it because of the alpha?... or was it him? Did he just feel this way finally getting an alpha? Finally feeling this way because an alpha wanted him just as much as he wanted an alpha?
It didn't make any sense. And he was confused.

Even if he felt cloud nine happy, Naruto couldn't help the guilt slowly sinking the butterflies down into a black hole in his stomach.
He felt guilty for screwing Kakashi. He felt guilty like he had cheated on Sasuke. He felt like.. it was almost wrong.
But he wanted Kakashi. He wanted to feel Kakashi against him again. That heat... the feeling of being held.

In the end, Naruto couldn't figure out what he wanted. But he could stand, granted his legs were still a bit shaky but he could walk.

Naruto wrapped a towel around his chest and dried himself off. He searched for his clothes but the only things that survived was his pants.. and surprisingly his briefs. His shirt was torn—so Naruto opted to take one of Kakashis.
It wasn't hard to choose one of the shirts. They were all the same. Long sleeved and loose turtlenecks.

Naruto slipped on his briefs and capris. He put the shirt on and... waddled to the kitchen where a note hung from the fridge.

Naruto took it down and opened the flap.

A snack is in the fridge.
If your still hungry take anything. Pain pills are beside the water.

Naruto looked around the counter and found a glass of luke-warm tap water. Two small pills were beside it and Naruto gladly popped them before chugging the water.

He looked back at the note.
Had Kakashi thought he'd wake up around this time?

Naruto opened the fridge and didn't bother to crouch or bend over to find the snack like alphas and betas. He was very small, seeing he's an omega and omegas don't grow taller than five-feet' two-inches.

Soon enough Naruto pulled out a small blue container and waddled to the counter stools.
He sat down and opened the bento to see three rice balls, sushi and a vary of fruits.
Naruto pouted.

"Does he think I'm a kid?"
Naruto complained, even as he grabbed a pair of chopsticks from the jar beside the clean dishes Kakashi hasn't put away and probably wouldn't any time soon.

The Hatake was very lazy.

Naruto ate silently as he glanced around the apartment. He remembered it being bigger... but than again he was only five last time he was here.
Naruto sighed. In five days he'll be sixteen.

Naruto picked up one of the strawberries. He went to take a bite but someone else's teeth sunk into the juicy red fruit. Narutos jaw dropped in disbelief.

"Hey!" He pouted as Kakashi finished off the strawberry and threw the leafy green top away. "That was mine!"
"I hadn't had lunch."
"Its like... one:thirty. You can't say you were doing missions that whole time."
Kakashi licked his lips but didn't bother to pull his mask back up. "Well without our hyperactive anger issued Uzumaki, we couldn't finish all of the chores as quickly."
"Doesn't mean you eat my strawberry."
"Your the one who didn't eat it earlier."

Naruto looked at Kakashi in complete disbelief.

"Hmph, fine. I'm going to Ichiraku ramen. No one will steal my food there."

Kakashi watched as Naruto walk-waddled toward the door. He pushed off of the counter after the amusement wore off and walked up to Naruto.
He grabbed Narutos hips and pulled him onto the counter top.

"Any part of your body hurting?"
"No thanks to you."
"Naruto I'm serious."
Naruto folded his arms, "No. I took a bath before eating."
"When did you wake up?"
"Around twelve:fifty."
"And you don't remember our earlier conversation?"
Naruto cocked his head, "Earlier... conversation?"
Kakashi sighed. "Never mind. Did your body hurt when you woke up?"
Naruto looked down at his lap, "No... but I couldn't stand.. and my body felt numb."

Kakashi lifted Narutos head. "I know what happened last night was because you were emotionally distressed Naruto. I'm not going to feel hurt if you never want anything to do with me except a sensei-student relationship." He reassured, knowing it would get to that conversation at some point.
"No.." Naruto pinched a piece of Kakashis shirt, the one on Kakashis body. "No I liked it. I don't just want a-a sensei-student relationship..."
"But?"
Naruto clenched his jaw. Why'd Kakashi have to know him so well?
"... I don't know what I want." He muttered. He didn't know if he was audible or mute but Kakashi seemed to understand... most likely.

"... what happened before you came over last night?"
"..."
"Naruto. I may have been a rebound but I am still your sensei. I need to know if someone-"
"It was me." Naruto visibly tightened his grip on Kakashis shirt, "I hurt someone.. not the other way around."
"You punched someone?"
"No... I-I.." Naruto clenched his jaw. Kakashi rubbed small circles on his back, trying to calm him. "... I told them that.. that I liked you." Naruto gradually got quieter but Kakashi still caught it.

To say he was surprised was an understatement.

"Than why were you so distraught?"
"Because I like them too." Naruto whimpered. He sniffled, trying to hold back tears. "I like him.. a-and I like you. But I... I don't know what to do. I told him I liked you and now- and now he'll probably never even look at me again. And I don't get it. He's been a dick and so controlling.. I-I just don't.. know."
Narutos ramble ended with a pathetic whimper.

Kakashi only sighed.
Naruto wasn't like an ordinary omega. He was complicating and not as submissive as the others of his age group.
... but to be submissive to two alphas. Kakashi should take it as a blessing he's one. And he didn't mind sharing, as long as the other alpha didn't try to steal what he had obviously already claimed.

He rubbed Narutos cheeks, sweeping the few tears that did slip, away.

"Naruto."
"Mm?"
"I don't care that you like another alpha."
Naruto head snapped up to look at Kakashi, obviously not expecting that seeing alphas were usually very possessive of what they had claimed.
"I just care that they don't hurt you.. and if they can't deal with an omega hurting them they shouldn't be called an alpha."
"Bu-but I egged him on... t-than left."
"You did and that's very wrong Naruto." Kakashi swept a loose piece of blonde hair out of Narutos lashes. "You need to fix that... but right now you don't need to feel guilty. It's natural to like someone." Kakashi kept Narutos head from lowering. "And if that person likes you back, than he'll do what I'm doing."
"W-what are you.. doing?"
"Sharing."

Naruto took in the taste of Kakashis lips as they pressed onto his.

"I'm sharing you. That's what I'm doing."