Sins and Desires |18+

Chapter 54

Ocean P.O.V

After Josh and I have our time together he left I could tell he was a bit angry about me not having sex with him but even if I want to I couldn't bring myself to do it not after what Malcom and I did. I was more than guilty, guilt was an underestimation it was more than guilt that I felt.

Not only did I cheated on Josh but lied to him about what happened.

I am just hoping none of  this happened again and we can move on even though it's hard to.

Looking at the clock in my room I realized it's 8:30 in the night.

And it was raining heavily outside, me being the mom that I am I went to check on Alex

Getting into his room I can see he is sound asleep. He was such a gem to watch he is so cute and handsome like his father. I went close to his bed and sit as I watch him.

There is one thing in life I will never regret and is giving birth to my son he was a blessing from God even though at times, I wish I never met Malcom but my son I love him so much he definitely my heart in human form. Kissing him on his forehead head I went to my room where I saw my phone ringing.

Guess who it is Malcom
"What" I answer annoying

"Open the door I'm outside" he said

" Why at this time" I said walking downstairs

"Just open the door Ocean" he said and hang up

He is so rude

Reaching the door and opening it I saw him there in causal clothes and to say he was hot.

"Are you going to let me in or stare". He ask

"Oh sorry" I said moving to the side and close the door. It was raining really bad and he was soak

"Why did you come here in the rain" I ask

"Because I want to see my son and you too love" he smile as he touch my cheek I slap a way his hand as I speak

"It is almost nine Malcom , Alex is asleep" I replied annoyed

"It does not matter" he said , looking at him I saw him dripping with water . Heading for a towel in the guest bathroom downstairs I gave it to him to wipe off and he removed his clothes.

There was so Man clothes in the guest room which he brought over and store when I move in I realized it I also brought them for him
As he was finished changing we head to Alex room

Where he constantly stared at him I wonder what he was thinking in that head of his. 

" He is so cute I wish I knew about him soon" he said as I heard the hurt in his voice. I did not say nothing as I leave him there as I head to my room

After some minutes he enter my room and close the door
" what are you doing, you can use the guest room downstairs you know" I told him

"I know and I want to sleep with you it raining and cold don't you think you want some warm company" he said climbing into my bed

"Ok I'm not up for the arguing but know you not going to touch me" I warn

He smile as he crawl into the bed beside of me
"What kind of touch you talking about babe" he said as he place his hand on my breast

"Malcom you know..." I was cut off as he pinch my nibbles

"Ahhh Malcom we cant keep doing this" I said

" well just tonight and I will not come back" he said
I really love being close to him and his scent gets me all the time I know cheating is not good but so how Malcom have a spell on me that want me to cheat all the time

Without nothing said I connect our lips what the harm in just one last time

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