Oblivion//Pansy X OC

K I S S

Pansy Parkinson

Please honey.

Don't make me leave.

Don't tell me you don't want me.

I hate seeing his arm around her.

I hate seeing her scared of him touching her.

Two days ago she told me to leave, she told me she didn't want me.

I couldn't stop thinking about how soft her skin was.

How I had her in my arms, my fingers touching her back, hips, her lace underwear—fuck.

I literally felt a pulse between my legs because of her underwear— god I'm pathetic.

I haven't seen her in two days.

I haven't been avoiding her, I don't want to avoid her. I want to scream at her, I want to hurt her.

I want to make her feel the way she made me feel when she said she didn't want me.

But most of all I want to touch her again.

"Who's on your mind?" Draco asks me.

I lift my head from my hands.

"What are you talking about?" I respond quickly.

"You're staring off, I'm just wondering who you are thinking about." Draco shrugged.

"Jealous?" I joked.

Draco smiled, "pans, I love you and you're hot, I'd totally fuck you but we're better as friends and we both know that."

I laughed, "no one..." I whisper.

"Mmh, no one seems to consume most of your thoughts." Draco raised a brow at me.

"You're annoying." I glared at him.

"So this... person is someone you don't want me to know about? Is that it?" Draco asks hesitantly.

"That's not it. This person doesn't want me." I whispered feeling my heart sink.

"Their loss." Draco smiles softly at me.

~

She's not in our dorm Monday night.

Maybe she's not with him, maybe she's with her friend.

I hope she isn't with him.

Pull yourself together Pansy.

I start gathering up my things and I'm about to head to Draco's dorm when Lucy stumbles into the room.

I try not to look at her but I can't help myself.

She's been crying.

I'm gonna kill him.

"Lucy."

"Yeah— hi." Lucy mumbled.