Oblivion//Pansy X OC

T R Y I N G

Lucy Novak

Two weeks later

Conor hasn't bothered me for two weeks. I'm mostly relieved that he hasn't but also scared.

I'm worried that one day he'll just decide to bother me or worse, go to my parents and tell them some lie about me and Pansy.

Pansy and I went back to not talking. We've never really been close but when I was with Conor she made it her priority to make sure I was okay and tell me that I shouldn't be with Conor.

When I broke up with Conor a very large part of me wanted to find out if I didn't like guys or just didn't like Conor.

Thats how I ended up kissing Ian.

Yesterday

Ian and I were in my dorm studying, He was paying close attention to his book but I was watching him.

He's way more gentle and nice than Conor ever was.

"Can we take a break my head kinda hurts." I lied, my head didn't hurt I just wanted him to look at me.

"Sure." Ian closed his book.

"Do you want a drink?" I asked him.

"Yeah."

I climbed off my bed and headed over to my mini fridge.

"Soda or water?" I asked.

"Water." Ian replied.

I grabbed two waters.

"I'm glad we're studying together but I was confused when you asked me to hang." Ian said as I handed him his water.

"You're smart." I sat down on the bed.

"How do you know that? Stalking me?" Ian smirked, I bit my lip and tried to hold back a smile.

"You're smart and I just wanted to get to know you a little bit." I looked away from his blue eyes.

"Last time we talked you were running away from your ex. Are you still single?" Ian asked me, I nodded.

"Yes." 

"That's--."

My dorm door opened.

Pansy walked into our dorm.

She didn't look our way.

"I'm just grabbing a few things. I'm staying with Draco tonight." Pansy said, I clenched my jaw.

"Have fun." I mumbled.

Pansy ignored me as she grabbed her things.

After she left Ian and I talked for a bit before I pulled him toward me and kissed him.

Ian was very surprised by my kiss but he eased into it.

So no butterflies... He kisses good though, soft and sweetly.

"Is this why you invited me to study?" Ian pulls away from my lips and asks.

"Yeah." I smiled.

Ian smirked before leaning back into the kiss.

He's good, really good. I just don't feel anything.

I do feel way more comfortable with him then I ever did with Conor.

He pushes his tongue into my mouth, Grabbing my cheek and getting more into the kiss.

Ian pulled away, a blush spread across his cheeks.