Oblivion//Pansy X OC

C R Y

Lucy Novak

TW: abuse/ Blood warning/ SA

"Please stop." I begged quietly, too weak to speak up.

"You made me do this." Conor shouted at me. 

I laid down on the floor of my dorm room, sobbing and begging him to stop.

A few minutes ago I was rudely woken up by him storming into my dorm. I forgot that he had a key to my dorm.

He came in screaming and ripped me out of my bed.

He has had me pinned to the ground for a few minutes. He hasn't done anything to hurt me physical... Yet.

Conor has my hands roughly held behind my back as he pins the front of my body to the ground.

"You did this Lucy! This is all your fucking fault." He screamed at me.

There was no use in screaming for help because when he walked into my dorm he casted a silencing spell.

I could smell the alcohol on his breath.

I don't know what to do. 

I'm frozen in fear.

"Get up." He grabs my arm and roughly pulls me off the ground.

"Please stop." I begged quietly.

"Where's you're stupid bitch of a roommate?" he asked me.

I turned to look away from him.

"Huh?" He dug his nails into my cheeks and forced me to look at him.

"I don't know." I said truthfully, She's most likely In Malfoy's dorm.

Not that I care where she stays.

I swallowed hard, "Just stop. We can talk about this later."

Conor glared at me, I could tell that I had upset him.

"Wai--."

Conor hit me.

I stumbled backwards, away from him. 

He grabbed me again and pulled me towards him.

Conor rubbed his thumb under my nose.

I didn't know he hit me so hard to make my nose bleed until he pulled his bloody thumb away from me.

"I'm sorry." I don't know why I'm apologizing. I could cry, not because he hit me, not because I hate him so much, not because I'm scared of him but because I'm so pissed at myself for apologizing.

"I deserve a better apology." Conor wrapped his arms around me and roughly grabbed my ass.

No you don't.

Say it Lucy!

I tried to push him away but that only backfired. 

He shoved me away from him and hit me again.

I brought my hands to my face, blood dripping down my nose, tears running down my face and my hair sticking to my dried tears.

"Why do you have to be so stupid?" Conor glared at me.

Do something Lucy! He's right, You're so stupid. You can't even think of a way to stop him.

I cried out, removing my hands from my face.

"Baby." He sounded genuinely sad.

He cupped my cheeks and I couldn't find the strength to pull away from him.