Grey

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Grey

As soon as I wake up. I'm all clean. Like every spot of blood is gone. But deep down I was scarred still bleeding. I hear snaps to the direction of the door. Autumn walks in.

"Good Morning sweetheart."

I smile back. She strokes my hair and brings me close to her.

"Even though this happens every year, I'm still not use to it and I don't he will either."

I just smile a sad smile though she can't see.

"Breakfast is ready. I'll bring some up when we're finished. That's what you want right?"

I shake my head. I'm sorry Autumn. I really am I say this every time.

"I'm so sorry I keep forgetting. You don't eat very much."

I watch her leave and lock the door. I heard voices behind the door, on the other side.

"Calm down. I'll bring her breakfast. Miles. Calm down. She'll be fine."

"I can't calm down. Last night had scared me. She was thrusting around. She looked she scared last night."

"She'll be fine this isn't the first time it's happened."

"I-"

"Let's go to breakfast."

As soon as I hear the footsteps leave. My feet slowly touch the floor and I make my way to the bathroom. I stare at myself in the mirror. It's like those words are written across my forehead. I continuously try using water to rub it off. Only to rub off my skin. Those words stay written across my skin. I scratch at the words it seemed to do the trick but, not for long they, came back and didn't leave. My mind brings back those images from Xavier throwing and writing those words across me. I shiver. And crouch down into a ball. I want to leave. I want to forget and start anew.

"Oh my goddess. Grey stop!"

Autumns voice echo across the bathroom.

"What's wrong?"

A second figure appears. Miles. They faces in horror.

I look down around me. Blood was everywhere. I stood up to look at myself in the mirror those words were now stamped across my skin. I kept trying to scratch them off.

"Stop clawing at yourself. There's nothing there."

His hands grip my wrists.

"Stop hurting yourself."

"But those words, are stamped across my skin. I must get them off."

"What words?"

"Those words."

I whisper them "slut, hoe, wh-"

"Shut up."

"Those words aren't etched into your skin silly."

"Yes they are."

"No they are not."

"Yes they are"

"No they're not. Trust me, they aren't, you're just making yourself bleed. Let's clean you up."

He picks me up by the waist and sits me beside the table. Turns in the taps and let's the water warm. He cleans my arm.

"I can do it don't worry."

"You'll probably start scratching yourself if you do it."

It only took five minutes. Five minutes of pure trying not to stare at him.

"There all done. Don't scratch yourself anymore." He dries my arm with a soft fluffy towel and helps me off the table.

"I'll be fine don't worry about me."

"I'll come by later okay?"

I just nod. I can't really disobey the Alpha very much. As soon as it was coast was clear Felicia popped into my head

'Let's go out. I need a run.'

I didn't answer and jumped out the balcony. Once we were at a safe distance, I let Felicia lose. She runs around but doesn't dare howl. She runs to the pond where she always likes to stay and rests there. Her ears perk up. The smallest sound can't even past her ear.

'Rouge' I alert her

'I know.'

She turns around. Three were already making their way towards her. One was recognisable, extremely familiar. I almost lost my breathe when I knew who it was

'Felicia it's Xavier.'

The two pounds pounce at her. Whereas Xavier. Just stays behind. They were easy. She bite one by the neck and flung it towards the other wolf.

'There should be more'

'There is.'

'Grey I'm running.'

She turns around and she runs. She doesn't stop. She just runs. The end of the Miles territory would take forever. Felicia couldn't run for so long. She took a few turns and lost him for a little while.

'I can't anymore. I'm so sorry Grey.'

'It's fine.'

'There's a little bit till you can find the trackers that's were the end of the pack house territory is. Run Grey like a mad women.'

I grabbed the shirt under the rock.  And slipped it on and ran. I ran for a good fifteen minutes. Before tripping. I knew this was the end off it. As soon as I got back up, Xavier's men were already surrounding me. Two wolf's moved to and there appeared Xavier's wolf. I was so scared. I fell back. His wolf was scary big and brown. His paws press down on my stomach I lay flat against the ground. I wrestle him down. He moves back and signals the other wolf's to attack as so as I got up. This was not fair. Felicia ended up taking over.

She wrestle every single wolf down to there last death. Xavier's wolf stood there smirking. He walks up to bloody Felicia and circles her. She wanted to give up. She close her eyes and lays flat on her side. We hope for the best. Our energy were all gone. So many of Xavier's men and yet still many to come.

Someone save us. The moment I lost hope. Felicia's ears perked up for the last time and perk bones crack and a black wolf standing over her and a snout nudging her. She lost her sense and fell.