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Grey

How do I tell him. Xavier is still alive..... that day he did not kill him, I don't know what happened that day. Was that even Xavier I have no clue. Witches, fairies. Even they are scared of him. He could've done anything. But one thing for sure. Thinking back that was no way Xavier. His alive out to hunt me. He knows my where about. If I stay I'll harm the pack if I leave I might end up killing Miles, by death. No matter how scared I am of leaving. I must do it, I just need to be careful.

I was afraid of him finding out, about us. Miles I was afraid he'd find out I was his mate. It just makes it harder for me to leave, behind the feelings and all those moments we had. How am I suppose to leave. The only way I can think of is. Running away at night, just one random night. I'll get Miles drunk, or something to make him sleep, a deep sleep. This fight I can not pull anyone else in, especially someone I care about. I must do this alone.

The night before the full moon, I found myself in his room staring at his mesmerising features. His eyes snap open, they look so beautiful even in the dark, they seem to have this glowing power.

"Do you ever sleep?"

"I knew it was you the moment you walked in. That scent I will never forget. It's so welcoming and inviting."

I need to forget whatever happened with Xavier. My hands slide over to his cheeks. I climb into bed with him. My hand slides diner his shirt. My lips slowly kiss his and slowly down his neck. His hands slide around my waist and pulls me on top of him. I look at him.

"What's up wi-" I cut his words off.

Our breathes mingle. His hands are all over me. My hand wasn't under his shirt it was gripping his shirt. This was so intense and sensual, I didn't want to go. I didn't want to stop. He made me feel so good about myself, he pulls away.

"Fucking, damn. I don't want to stop baby."

"Then don't stop. I don't want you to stop. Show what it should feel like."

He didn't stop, he didn't question till afterwards.

"Why today? What's so special about today?"

We laid skin to skin.

"Nothing in particular."

I'm leaving Miles. You'll hate me for doing this. Whether or not I have a pup, I hope I do. So I can have a piece of you with me. Please don't hate me. Miles if I told you this you'd kill me. Protect me, you will kill anyone that touches a strand of my hair. But this fight I must go alone, once Xavier is gone, many more will come after me. You don't understand, how many people are after me. I'm a threat to you. I can't let you in on this, I can't stand you getting hurt over me. Please Miles forgive me.

I took a moment longer staring at his sleeping features. I bite down my tears kiss his lips one last time. I gather my clothes and quietly sneak out. I look back at his sleeping figure. I couldn't fight back the tears. I quietly ran to my room. I locked the door. The tears came free falling down my face, I bit my lips to avoid any noise from escaping. I quickly packed a few things, I took a shower got dressed and I left. The tears didn't stop falling when I entered the taxi two streets down from the pack house.

The ride seemed like it took forever. I got anxious. Would Miles get to me before I leave his territory, I was starting it get scared. I prayed he wouldn't find me. It was still pretty dark when we arrived at the airport, but by then I was pretty much out of there territory. I'm sure by now they would've reported it to Miles. I just hope I could by some time because of distance. I check in to my flight and pass security, customs.

I look out the sky was slowly turning a royal blue. I checked the time. Four fifty. Ten minutes. I decide to stay in the airport for a little longer before I board. I look at the royal blue skies now with hints of pink hues. Miles it's goodbye. I board the plane. Time had allowed me, to leave without any sadness or change. The clock hit the five o'clock mark. The plane went off.

Dear Miles
I'm leaving. I love you even if you hate me. Don't come after me. This has nothing to do with you, it's me. I'm a threat you to. I hate being mated to someone like you, so amazingly talented. I want to stay but. I can't. Once Xavier is gone. I don't be able to come back. There will be more people after me, and it'll be even worse on you. Don't worry about me, I'm use to the bruising and pain. Don't cry over this. I hope to be back one day when the threats are all gone or at least down to a minimal I want to create a safe place for you, I want you pull you back into my clean life not a mess of a life. Yeah you'd probably say we can do this together go through it together. But I don't want to see you hurt in the process because of something to do with me. Stay health. I'll be fine. I'll miss those beautiful features of yours, that pearly white smile, that personality of yours, how you really do have that Alpha aura around you, find the pack and yourself someone good to settle down with. I know this is easier said than done but Miles ignore the mate bond. Pull away from it. It seems so difficult now as I write it down. Your probably thinking, why are you trying to change fate. I love your too much, to see you hurt, stay happy and health, don't get drunk too often or get drunk over me, or do anything stupid, you probably wouldn't but just in case you do, don't. I hope to see you soon in the future. If fate lets our paths cross again I hope it's after the storm. Please don't hate me Miles.

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