Grey

十四

Miles
"I'm not ready to be hit by reality, to only ever see your back, a woman besides me, next to you. The ignorance. I'm not ready for that. I'm too scared. Now I know how happiness feels, how love feels, I don't want to go back. But that day will come, won't it?" I smile between the tears."

This is what she felt. I look at her. Her eyes blurred by the tears. Yet she still smiles. I'm lost. I never knew what felt. How much I actually meant to her. I honestly didn't think I ever did enough. I feel her move back. I grip her between my legs even tighter and pull her into me.

"I don't think I'd ever be able to compensate for the time I lost with you. If I knew earlier. Oh if I knew earlier, this wouldn't of happened. You wouldn't just see the back of me for a good 8 years. You wouldn't be were you are now. Ever since you came back, I not once did I thought I gave you enough for you. I feel like I'm not giving you enough. You don't know how happy I am. I love you Grey, I truely really do. From the bottom of my heart. I regret everything, if I could start over I would. I love you, no words can describe how much I love you."

"I do...t....to I Lo... love yo....u t....t....t....too Miles." She says between her tears.

My heart pounds against my rib cage. My head nuzzles with hers.

"Come to think of it. You haven't marked me. When will that happen?"

"I th...o....thought yo....you'...d rath....er b....be.... f.....f...free..."

"You thought. You thought wrong. The way we are now, it's like.... a half marriage. Get me? I do would like to bare the mark of my mate."

"But -"

I silence her with a finger.

"I want to also belong to someone, Grey please mark me."

I hug her, I bury my face into her stomach.

"Plus this isn't a era with concubines anymore. Even if it was. I'd have you my first lady, empress whatever they call it. My one and only."

I lift myself off her stomach and I crook my neck, and point at my neck. She leans down. I feel her fangs sink in. A low moan escapes my throat. From the corner of my eye I see her face fluster. Her gently rub that area with her thumb. She doesn't even lift her head when she moves away from my neck. But from her ears I can see they pink. I lift her head by her chin.

I peck her lips

"I'll be back. Be ready for a round 2." I wink.

She gasps and gently slaps my arm. I chuckle. I leave the room even before she has the chance to tackle me. I speed walk a few metres before slowing down. Yet I'm able the smell her scent, it's like the scents enveloped me.

"Miles!"

I hear someone shout my name. I turn around and Grey is full of charging at me, her face slightly flushed, she shows no signs of slowing down. At the last meter she skids, unable to stop she takes me down to the floor with her.

"Oof."

"Sorry. But you forgot this."

She kisses me on the cheeks and gets off me and bolts, never in my life have I seen her run so fast. I'm too stunned to even get my ass up of the floor, it takes me a second to even register what had happened.

"Right so, she tackles me to the floor tells me I forgot something, and kisses me. Right that's what happened." I mumble to myself.

I lay there for a little bit. My lips curve into a smile. I lay there laughing with my arm over my eyes. My heart feels warm and cozy. I feel so happy. This is was happiness feels like. This is love. I played with love, I tried to avoid it but in the end it comes and toys with me. I end up in this thing called love, and I don't think I ever want to get out. I with someone who loves me, and I love her to death.

When someone asks what I see in her. I tell my future, the rest of my life, my kids, the one who I'll grow old with, my whole world, my everything. I hope for eternity you're mine. I'll fall in love with you day after day. Every day you show me a new you and I fall in love with that you. I fall in love with you over and over again.

I love you, Grey

-Fin