What Has This Become? (Levi x Eren)

Regret

(A/N)

There is a is a small inopropriat scene near the end, so just a warning for people that don't like that kind of stuff.

(Levi's POV)

I feel terrible. As soon as Eren left, I wanted to just go to sleep, and forget about it all, but apparently, my mind had different plans for me. It is currently 4:00 A.M. and I have not gotten a single minute of sleep. He called me a pervert...

I totally ruined it. I just couldn't hold back! It was only a kiss anyways! Or what was going to be a kiss... I felt my eyes slowly close and drifted off to sleep.

I didn't have a dream that night.

I woke up to my alarm clock screaming at me. I slammed it off, jumped out of bed, and changed into my work outfit. The traditional black suit with a red tie and black shoes. I ran a brush through my hair, which didn't do much help, then I ate a quick breakfast, consisting of a piece of toast with strawberry jam on it. When I was done with everything I needed to do, I went to grab my keys, and remembered that Eren was going to pick me up today. I sighed and checked my watch 6:38, I have some time to waste. I plopped on the couch and turned on the TV. As I watched the weatherman talk about how hot and sunny it was going to be, I felt my eyes start to droop. Soon, I was asleep.

I woke with a start. What the hell was that noise?! I looked down at my watch. 7:02, he's late. I jumped off the couch and ran to my door.

"Le-"

"You're late!" I interrupted him.

"Levi, you wouldn't answer ther door, I thought you weren't here..." He trailed off and looked away.

"Whaterever, just taking and nap, let's go. Keys." I said as he threw me the keys, I was not about to let him drive my car any farther than he already has. I hopped in and took off towards the office building.

"Levi? I only live like 3 blocks away from you. Not that far." He smiled at me with that blinding smile, and I felt my heart stop for a second. I looked back at the road hoping there wouldn't be any traffic. We arrived at the building in complete silence, and quickly headed up the stairs. Halfway up, Hanji, of course, calle me. I pulled out my phone.

"What?" I said sternly.

"LEVI!" She screamed loudly into the phone, "WHERE ARE YOU?!"

"I am almost there, stop calling me in the mornings." I hung up my phone, and slid it back into my pocket. I wonder if Hanji has a tracker on my phone... I refocused and was about to take the last step on the stairs, when Hanji exploded from the door, and tackled me in a hug.

"Hanji!" I yelled, "We've talked about this! Get off!" I pushed her away, and headed towards my office.

"Awww come on Levi, you're-" She stopped herself and looked at Eren, who was quietly waiting for us to get out of the way.

"Shut up." I said before she could even think of something stupid to say. "Eren, today you'll be cleaning... anything really, so just ask around, and get to work. Come to my office during your break, and before you leave. Got it?"

"Yeah." He smiled, and walked in, immediately disappearing into an office. I turned my attention back to Hanji, who was standing completely still.

"Levi? Did you drive him here?" She barely croaked.

"Yeah, he took my car last night." I sighed and pushed past her.

"Soooo? What did you two do last night?" She said poking me on the shoulder.

"Nothing, I have work to do, go away." I quickly stepped into my office and closed the door before she could even protest. I sat down in my chair, and fell to pieces. He acted as if nothing had happened, as if we were back to normal. I felt my once dead heart shatter into a million dangerously sharp pieces. I put my head in the palms of my hands and held back the sobs that's threatened to escape from my years of bottling my emotions. I took me about 10 minutes, but I finally pulled myself together, sat up straight, and started to work. Suddenly there was a knock at my door.

"Who is it?" I yelled towards the door, wondering who would dare come into my office right now.

"Eren." A small voice answered from the other side of the closed door. Oh. I shifted in my seat, and cleared my throat.

"Come in." I plainly said, pulling every emotion back into my bottle. He carefully opened the door and stepped in.

"No one wants their room cleaned, what do I do now?" He asked ever-so-slightly tilting his head to the side.

"You can... uh... organize my books by height."(A/N) I am pretty sure I am the only one who does this. Anyways back to the story... I moved my chair to the side and pointed to my bookshelf. He nodded and walked over, quickly getting to work. I felt my heart pound as he worked behind me. I couldn't see him, nor hear him, and that was freaking me out. I felt a wave of heat wash over me. I abruptly stood up, and walked away from my desk, feeling something I had hoped wouldn't happen.

"Levi?" He asked turning around. I swiftly turned away from him.

"Quiet Jaeger, I just need to use the restroom, damn." I stiffley walked out, and right across the restroom. As soon as I got in, I pulled off my pants. I groaned in frustration, looking at the hard member before me. I carefully placed my hand on it, and started pumping. I haven't done this in so long. My breath became uneven as I pumped faster. I used my other hand to cover my mouth, not letting the moans escape. A small gasp escaped my lips as I felt I was getting close. I arched my back against the wall, and came into my hand. I closed my eyes, and tried to control my breath as I calmed down from the heat wave that had over come me. I cleaned the cum off my hands and the floor, before pulling my pants back on. I sighed and ran my hands through my hair. What is wrong with me?

(A/N)

Hello HELLO HELLO SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG! If you didn't get my update, I got grounded, and also forgot my password, Soooo sorry! I'll try to be good from here on out! I luv everyone one of you!

~Liz or Lizzy~