Poetry of life, Heal yourself ✔

You know...

You know, sometimes she keep blabbering
with the mouth of hers.
You know, sometimes her mind
get distracted whenever
She think about her situation,
You know, it makes me to pity herself.
Hell no, she wanna succeed,
not to be sad for what she is now.
You know, sometimes its hard to figure out what type of people we are talking to.
You know, sometimes she feel like
they don't deserve her
You know, sometimes she feel that
she don't deserve them.
You know, sometimes she doubted herself
and slapped herself mentally,
to remind that she is not a stupid.
to remind that she is special too.
You know, sometimes people hang their
hand towards your direction,
but its far away, so far away, its like a hallucination.
You know, sometimes she reach out her hand
You know, she place her
heart on her hand, indicating that
She is full heartedly wanna help them,
anyone, anybody, everyone, everybody, you.
You know, sometimes people grab it gently,
indicating that they're pleased by her helping offer.
You know, sometimes people grab it
way too much harshly,
indicating that they're hurt and
their wounds are reflectiheng in their actions.
You know, she didn't mind it,
cause she knows, how hard it must be,
even to make friends.
You know, sometimes people just shake it off,
shake off the heart.
You know, most of the times,
she kept these stuff to herself,
deep down buried in some part of her soul.
Afraid of letting others to see her vulnerable side.
Afraid of wrong judgements even though
some people may understand.
The hesitation...she just wanted to free herself
from her own cage...
cage made up of doubtful thoughts.