depressed / / 5sos

Reunited

A day passed, and I was getting ready to meet Caspar. He texted me to meet at the park. I hope him and his friends don't try to jump me. I carried my pepper spray, just in case. I showed up at the park, and there he was. Luckily, he wasn't with anyone. Caspar, the school jock. Every guy wanted to be him and every girl wanted to get with him. He's 6'2", he's 18. He has blonde hair that usually is gelled a little bit up, towards the left side of his face. He has icy-blue eyes, that scare you sometimes. Mostly because he looks deep into your eyes when you're holding a serious conversation, like he can read your mind, or tell whether you're telling the truth or lying. He could take anyones soul if he wanted to, he certainly took mine when he left me. I don't know how I could be friends with such a perfect person. When he saw me, he got up from the swing he was sitting on.

"Hey, Love!" He said, gesturing me to come over.

Which I did.

"Hey, Caspy." I said, waving.

I was so awkward. I was about to sit down until he pulled me back up and hugged me.

"Don't be so shy. We've known each other for awhile now." He said, chewing his gum.

"I know. It's just we haven't hung out in such a long time." I said, looking up at the sky.

He nodded in agreement. We both sat down next to each other and talked about school stuff and just a bunch of random things. I'm glad we got caught up with each other. After awhile, we both had to go. We agreed that we should see each other another time. I came home and of course my mom was asking where I was. I'm so sick and tired of hearing her voice. No wonder why my sister killed herself. She was 22 and she just couldn't handle the pain. I knew she hated my parents already. But she killed herself because her boyfriend broke up with her. Her and my dog are the only thing that I'll miss. Right now I have a black kitten named, 'Hate', since my name is Love. She's adorable. When I finally get out of my moms trap conversation, I walk upstairs and turn on some 5SOS. I took a shower then sat in bed, playing with my kitten. As soon as it reached midnight, I got tired. Only a few more days until my birthday. I fell asleep. I woke up around 1-ish. It's great waking up and knowing you're parents aren't home. I got up then fed my kitten. I got ready. Then I looked at my phone.

6 new text messages from Caspar
5 missed calls from Caspar

I looked at what he had said. He texted me good morning and he wanted to hangout again today. I texted him back and said okay. He invited me over to his house. I went. I knocked on the door and his younger brother answered, Chris.

"Chris!" I screamed.

I picked him up and spun him around, he laughed. He's 10 years old.

"Love!!!" He yelled.

I put him down and looked at the door. It was his parents.

"Long time no see!" His mom hugged me.

I hugged her back. His dad smiled and hugged me too. I was finally gaining back things that I once had. It feels so good. I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.

"Hey Caspy!" I said.

"Aye!" He said back.

"Come up here." He said, lecturing me.

I went up into where he led me, which was his room. I remember... We used to play all kinds of stupid Xbox games here. FIFA, Destiny, GTA... Even Halo Reach. We used to troll people. It was the funniest thing ever. I looked over at him and he was grinning.

"What?" I asked.

"The old times in here, together. Playing games, watching movies..." He said.

I smirked and sat on his bed.

"Good times." I said, looking at him.

He laughed then sat next to me. I inhaled and exhaled deeply, remembering the cologne type of smell in his room.

"I missed this." I said, sighing.

"What's there to miss when we can do it again?" He said, bringing out the game controllers.

I smiled evilly.

"Let's do it." I said.

We got on and trolled people and beat noobs. It was hysterically annoying but I liked it anyways. Making memories again, just like that. We did that all day until I had to go home. I said bye to everyone then left.