A/N: yes the song by Beach Bunny also big TW for Sh, suicide and mention of abuse
if there are any errors I apologize i'm on my computer and it's kinda hard to write so yea.
Marcy's POVI ran into my house, out of breath. I was late home. It was 4 and I was meant to be back at 3. I knew mother wouldn't be happy with me. "Marcy Wu!" Her voice shook the room. "Where have you been young lady!"
"I'm sorry mother I had to do something with Anne." I clenched the straps of my backpack.
"And you didn't tell me? Go to your room and study. Now. And don't bother coming out for dinner, you don't need the extra food." Mother snapped and pointed up the stairs.
"Yes ma'am." I mumbled and ran up the stairs to my room. I opened the door and threw my backpack to the side. I hated her. I walked over to my mirror and took my hoodie and shirt off. I hated my body. Layers of scars on my arms and you could see my bones. I was forcing myself not to eat because I thought people would like me.
I've been starving myself carving skin until my bones are showing...
I hated my body, I hated my parents, I hated my failing grades, I hated everything but my girlfriends, Anne and Sasha. We had been dating for 4 months and all I did was I caused them pain. All I do is bad things. A thought entered my mind, and oh did I liked the sound of that. Everyone would be better off without me. I locked my door and walked over to my desk taking out my scissors. I wanted to say one last goodbye to the people I loved the most. I took out my phone and texted Anne and Sasha.
Mar-Mar💚
Thank you for everything you've done for me. Goodbye.
I powered off my phone and grabbed the scissors. I open up the scissors and put it to my arm. I wanted it to hurt. I didn't want to be in a world were I was ignored. I didn't want to have bruises all over my body when I did something wrong. I didn't want to live. I sliced the blade of the scissors into my skin. It didn't hurt. in fact, it felt good. The sensation traveled through my arm and all my brain was telling me was 'cut more you idiot. no one wants you here.' So I did I cut again and again, I fell to my knees. My head felt heavy. I cut more, blood was everywhere. A few seconds later I heard yelling from downstair. all of a sudden there was a ton of knocking on my door. my eye lids felt as if they were weighing me down. I fell to my side and dropped the scissors.
"Marcy open this frog damn door or I swear-" A voice said. I couldn't tell who it was but I didn't care. Blood was gushing out of my arm and I felt sick. This was what I wanted, I was leaving.
...
My door swung open and two people ran in the room. "Marcy? MARCY!" The two were Anne and Sasha. They ran over and sat next to me. Sasha sat me up with my back against the wall and held out my injured arm. Without thinking she took of her jean jacket and wrapped it around my arm. "Anne call someone." My head felt fuzzy and my body felt limp. "Marcy stay with us ok? You'll be ok." Sasha's voice faded then all I saw was darkness.
Maybe I should try harder.
I woke up to the sound of beeping. I opened my eyes and looked around. I seemed to be in a hospital room. The smell of the air, the white bed I was on, and the weird paintings on the walls. I looked over at the seats in the corner of the room to see a sleeping Anne. She was leaning on Sasha's shoulder and Sasha was looking down at her feet tapping them making a fake little rhythm.
"S-Sashy?" I mumbled. Sasha looked up from the ground with a kind of shocked and happy look on her face. She slowly got up, making sure not to wake Anne up.
"You motherfucker you scared the shit out of me." Sasha whisper-yelled while looking down at me.
"My bad." I joked. Sasha lightly grabbed my hand.
"Please don't try that again Marcy." Some tears fell from her eyes. I didn't have much energy but I had enough to yank Sasha into a light hug. I buried my face into her neck and cried.
Teach me how to be ok.
"I'm s-so sorry Sashy." I sobbed. Sasha lightly rubbed her hand through my hair to comfort me.
"You're ok now. That's what matters." She backed out of the hug and gave me a kiss on the forehead. I sniffed a bit and rubbed my eyes.
"Sasha I-" I hesitated for a moment. "I love you." That felt good to say. Sasha's face turned a light pink and she gave me a small smile.
"I love you too Mars."
The end.
A/N: If anyone says anything about not being able to sh with scissors I will block you /srs.
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