____I checked the caller id, "Jungkook"
*My sobs started coming more, I couldn't hold myself anymore, finally I brust into tears..God, why me? What is my fault actually? Why my heart paining like this? Do I deserve this? Why the fuck he is calling me?? It's not important right now...I know ...but, Yes,I want an explanation, I need to talk with him ...*
I received the call....
On call
"Hello?" - I said, forcing myself to hold sobs.
"Y/n, we need to talk", he said ....
How your voice is so calm Jungkook!!
"I know, hmm, we really need to talk"....I said, don't wanna make him understand that I'm crying!
"Let's meet y/n, I'll make it clear", he asked ...
You need to clear all things, I wanna know so many questions...but, I can't let you see my puffy ugly crying face, no! I will not let you know how much it paining..I'll show you, I'm strong, yes I'm strong enough...I need to be strong, straight, to be okay...
"I'm not going to meet you, jungkook..but surely,I'll wait to hear explanations, I have questions, let's fix this here, right now".. I replied to him , calming my voice...
"But y/n, it'd be better if you meet me! How come I'm gonna talk with you on phone?", He raised his voice a little..
"Woaahhhh Jungkook, now you're trying to raise your voice? "....
Jungkook, how could you?
"Y/n, I Know you're not in mood to take right Decision right now...take your time, tell me when you're free, I'll meet you", he replied..
"Are you the same person who told me 1 week earlier you can't meet me cause you're so busy? You hardly stay at home?" , My Tears started rolling..."you know what Jungkook??yes I want to hear out all shits but you know what??I don't wanna see your face, I don't know why! You made me feel like this"...I said little loudly, letting him know,I'm crying, I'm hurt...
He took a deep breath , "y/n, here all faults isn't mine..both of us has flaws as partners.. don't blame me for this situation...", He replied...
"You cheated on me cause I had flaws? But we never dealt something like this...did we?"....I said with a sarcastic smile...
"I'll hang up now, let's meet tomorrow, message me the location and time"...he hanged up...
*What he meant by I can't blame him for this?I also have flaws? Yes, everyone has flaws but is this really a solution to choose someone better over me just because I have flaws? Jungkook? I really don't know this Jungkook*
*7 months earlier*
"Y/n wait", Jungkook grabbed y/ns bag..
"What? Ya- please stay away when we are at college"..y/n replied while checking if someone watching them or not..
"And why I have to do that?why I can't talk with my girlfriend ,why I can't hold her hand, hug her or K-- "...y/n covered Jungkooks mouth with her Palmas before Jungkook complete his line..
*Y/n dragged Jungkook behind the college building*
"Now tell me what do you wanna say?" ,She asked him while sighing..
"Y/n, is this really important to hide our relationship from others?", he asked to her..
"Yes it is, I'm just a simple girl here with so many flaws, I even get good marks hardly...here you Our class president,also the high scorer of all year, you're handsome, beautiful, literally ideal type of all girl but me,who has a tiny circle face with dark circles...there are so many beautiful girls who's dying to date you, how the fuck I'm gonna tell all that I'm your girlfriend..they will drag me on college rooftop and throw me from there.....I really don't deserve you ,you deserve someone who's more beautiful more cute, talented and m- " Jungkook cutt off her sentence ......
*She was almost yelling at him breathlessly,she looked cute , she was worrying about useless thing, Jungkook listening to her while smiling, but he can't help himself anymore, he cut off her talks by placing his lips on her, she winded her eyes... slapping Jungkooks chest, signaling him to get off, He finally broke the kiss*
"Ya ya what was that , yaaaa Jungkookshii"...she yelled at him cutely, her face is already burning up, reddish mark already visible on her cheecks, nose...
"Y/n, I just wondering you are worrying for no reason...if you think you have flaws, yes, you have maybe...cause you're a human, nobody is perfect on this earth baby, I love you, you love me, it's enough, I don't care about others, your flaws, your grades or your looks, you're the most beautiful girl to me..I love YOU, whatever you are...I'll keep loving you"
*End of flashback*
Y/n POV:-
"Are you really the same person I know? How? You've changed, a lot... Jungkook...I wanna hate you, I have to, for my sake..." I mumbled to myself...
*I thought to call Saira, my best friend...
Actually I wanna thank her, why? cause it was all her plan to give him a surprise at morning, but I'm the one who got surprise! I wanna thank her for this...I called her, she picked up instantly*
*On call*
"Woiii My bitch, whatchu doing", she asked me with excited voice...
"Your bitch, doing good", I replied to her, my voice cracked....she already understood,I'm crying...
"What happened y/n?? You crying??why???what the hell?", She asked worriedly..
"I went to his place, according to your plan...but- I explained her all things from meeting Jungkook to talking to him on call....
"What??? He is cheating on you...how dare he is..." , Saira became angry...
"Saira, actually I guess he did the right thing...I know I'm not his type..", I sighed...
"Y/n, listen... you're strong...I know you'll be okay no matter what...Even if you're hurt.... YOU'RE ALLOWED TO CRY HERE, YOU CAN HUG ME AND CRY, SHARE YOUR ALL FUCKING EMOTIONS...but don't dare to show your weak heart, your puffy face to others....Even if it not true, but you have to show others, You are okay....let's make them regret...."....she said in a loud voice... trying to comfort me..
"you know what Saira, how come I'll be not okay when I have a bestie like you....??? I'll work hard, for myself, to make You happy and proud, for my family.....I love you ..." , I took a deep breath, and said to her...
"Yaaaaasssssss that's my baaaiiiibbbbeeeee...", She said loudly while giggling.......
*End of call*
"What a Creazy bitch..." - smiled and said to myself....
*But yes, I need to clear all things... officially nothing has ended yet....I need to meet him and end all things....I'll meet him, tomorrow....I took my phone to message him the location..*
#meet me at EYES CAFE, at 03:15 pm
Let's end this drama.
Sent (Lee y/n).
To be continued..
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