Love? Maybe !

Part - 5

After dinner, I again remembered all things, I sighed...I really need to develop my behavior, I need to be confident...but right now I need to send application to Him for transcript, I hope I never see his face , Again........*

Y/n POV -

"Here all paperworks , they are ready... I've already talked with Principal of Seoul National University, they'll examine you before giving you admission, so prepare yourself...we are leaving Busan tomorrow at Early morning at 5:00 am.. don't be late".. my father told me and left room.....

*It's already 2 am, I'm not sleepy...a sharp pain driving my heart crazy! I wanted to cry my heart out, ofcourse, I'm hurt, it's really hurting thinking about Jungkook... But I don't feel like cry!
"Since when I managed myself to be this much strong?" I said to myself... Suddenly Someone knocked my door.....I asked loudly, who's that?*

"Are you awake y/n?" , Mom asked me...
"Hmm Eomma, come in"...I replied
"Y/n, I'm sorry I can't go with you today, your grandma isn't doing well, I need to go to her place...", She informed me ,I can feel she is tensed...

"It's alright eomma, it's not like I'm going to abroad, it's just some hours journey, I know, you're gonna meet me there when you'll get time"... I gave her a smile...
"That's my child, I knew you won't be mad...now sleep a bit, then get ready,it's late night, already..."...she said and left my room...

But eomma, it's not the First night I'm spending without sleeping...

*I heard my door knocking, eomma calling me,....*

"Y/n, wake up, it's already over 4:30am, get ready....and bring your suitcase, driver will put them in car...hurry up y/n..." Mom told me from outside...
"Okay, I'll be there in minutes.."...I replied...

*I went downstairs, with my suitcase...I put my all necessary stuffs, paper, dresses, cosmetics... driver came and took them to car...my father came downstairs after minutes and spoke*

"You all ready y/n?"..
"Yes, don't worry, there's nothing important I left here expect my Mom"...I replied...

"Don't worry, your mom gonna visit you soon"...she smiled and replied..

"Let's go now"....my father told me..

"I packed breakfast, eat them in your way", mom said and gave a sweet pake on my forehead...

*Suddenly a massage poped on my phone, it was from Jungkook..

"I know you're leaving Busan today, I got an email from college to erase your name from Class Activity Note.. whatever!

Study hard, chase your dreams, I wish you the best!
Y/n, we both had faults, whatever I did, it's a fault, I'm sorry for this! But I never wanted you to leave like this, if someday you meet me , don't take away your eyes,give me a smile at least! I hope we meet someday in a better way..

Happy journey... (Jeon Jungkook)

My eyes became teary, oh God, I shouldn't have opened this message...I chose not to reply, I'll not let him know I've read the message, I'll reply to him later, after reaching there...