Love? Maybe !

Part - 12

Y/N POV :-

I only took two full glass of Soju, I felt warm. Kind of dizzy but not drunk. I can understand. Thunder sounds and sudden very bright lights of thunder through thai glasses were pissing me off. I asked Taehyung is it okay if we continue talking in my room since none of us are sleepy.

I felt like lights were bruising my eyes so I turned on the dream light and laid down on bed. Taehyung also laid down at my left side on bed silently. I looked at him with a slight smile.

I don't know why, my tensions aren't clear Taehyung, I feel like kiss you , I am not like this but, I just feel like this. I am afraid what kind of feelings I am having for you but, I'm only scared, what if you don't feel the same?

I was lost in my thoughts, Taehyung broke the silence.

"Sorry y/n, but I really don't wanna care about how'd you think of me , but" , He stopped, seems like he  hesitated . My smile faded.

Do he want me to stop falling for him ? He understood already?

"But? What? Taehyung?", I kept looking at his eyes.

I'm Begging, don't say we can never be more than friends.....

"I want to kiss you right now so badly" ,he took a deep breath while looking at my eyes, deeply staring at my eyes, he's reading my soul.

My heart skipped, I feel like dancing, I feel like screaming and crying, I felt thousand butterflies in my stomach, a thousand of lights plash in my eyes. I can't describe how I was feeling. I can't hide my gaze from him, nor he looking at any other places except my eyes.

I moved my gaze from his eyes to his lips, his lips is so pinkish, heart shaped. A mole is kind of visible.

I don't feel it's right. But if I go against my heart, this would be very wrong. My heart want it, also my body. But not my brain.

I let out a breath, I moved closer to him.
I pecked his lips softly.

Never knew a small peck can take me to heaven.

He looked at me with his shocking eyes, I blushed hard. He lift him up with his elbow, he turned towards me. I smiled. He cupped my right cheek with his left hand and spoke.

"May I?", He asked. Waited for my permission.

I nodded.

He leaned his face close to me. He smashed his lips on mine . This feels so right, so different. He kissed me passionately, didn't showed anything urgent.

He pulled me closer by my waist, I kissed him back,warped my hands around his neck.

We both were out of our breath. We broke the kiss. He rested his forehead on mine. I saw closing his eyes and smiled a little. I tried to breath normally, my breaths were going crazy..

He left my waist slowly, sat on the bed. I moved a little far from him. Half of me thinking it's not right, half of me want to kiss him again.

I sat on my bed too. Taehyung spoke.

"Y/n?"

"Hm?" I replied.