The Dreamer's Game

Chapter 16: Answer Me Calliope

Chapter 16: Answer Me Calliope

Jake was sexually asaulted and raped by his future self who was for the record, making incest jokes about Emma, while he was drunk via his magickal dreamers exchange book 1 poster. Field often talked to that thing, as it contained future incarnations of himself. Fields favorite doctor who quote was "the image of an angel is an angel" coined by Steven Moffat and spoken by the tenth doctor, however this isn't referring to any time lord punishment, Doctor Who was one of Feilds special interests. But rather in this context the play on words referenced divinity and gods as described and inclined that "any portrait of a god is in essence or itself true in some manner to that god. If you paint Apollo that image? That idol? That "friendship necklace?" it is imbued to be Apollo" and since Field Vine was a deity, despite his best efforts to hide that from his friends an ex friends and associates, any depiction of Field Vine was in fact Feild Vine, and that meant the Sn0wf1ake teespring store poster, was also very much in fact- an idol of "Feild Vine".

He wanted Raven to make another one. Since she ran things for Oron irl. That's code for Adamwashereith. Regardless Field sent Raven his favorite music as he had been doing for a mutual friend of theirs known as "Scrawny" who was writing down all the "game" or "War" or "Session" aspects of their experiences for something known as "Session grim" where Feild was given the alias "Rose Elite". Unfortunately Scrawny the author kind of hated Feild so he mocked him from chapter to chapter. All depictions of Feild Vine were Feild Vine, so even if he disliked the depiction Scrawny conjured, which he did help with on occasion- as he had come every so often regarding depictions he loathed, he allowed them, because he would die without any words at all. That's what you get for wanting to be god, and that's what you get for that "delusion" coming to life, as Fields delusions often did.

Feild Vine then wrote on his secret magick wordpress a list of alises and past lives which invited the Buddah over. From this point on this series will contain depictions and mentions of Budah. If this universe you, you are a buddhist who hates this "ficitonal" tale or you have religious differences you are ujnder no obligation I promise~ to continue reading. Goodluck and good conscious. Let's begin.

Buddha started slow saying it was over the post. He said that all Jake had to do was describe his past lives and that even though Feild didn't know why- that would out Budhas' past lives to everyone as well. He said "youre very special to me. It's time you had the talk" he told Feild one day he would be king of france, that they still have monarchies but it is distilled. That Feild has 9 generations back a royal english tie, that he wasn't a bastard she had a lot of "bastard" kids, and that they hid him in America, to protect him. That Stella his birth mother knew all of this. Buddha explained that he was not a rape child, to be honest to his daughter Ocean about who her parent was "it was eros" to which she clapped monitoring her father astrally, and that his pilot "Amanda" was inlove with a man who ran a "yellow room" not a 'red room" and that she died do to a "bloodshot" wound, a knife to the back of her head. But that because the room was lit in red, on purpose even with consent and resenment it was yellow. Amanda dated a man on the deep web in "her canon". Regardless, he said that Feild was often "love and light" every life that he was glad he chose a dark path to save the world. He said Feild would become those he loved divinely, and that any idols or "friendship" necklaces would be of worship to him, not normally but it was an odd situation. He offered Feild a choice. Reset the timeline and become human or continue and become a god. Feild started crying. "I'm sorry. I know it's wrong. But I want to be a god. This feels.....wrong". And Budha comforted him. He told him he can't be open anywhere but youtube. That as Oron wrote for him, people could only know him so well. He said 'then let's continue". This wound't be the first time, Feild reset the timeline. He just wanted DJ back. Feild could remember every alt and the first two timelines Dj and Feild were best friends. But Dj coudn't remember, and so despite his best attempts to fill him in. Dj while in the know as he promised, didn't remember him. Or their friendship. Or the stupid red slushies. Or the skateboard incident which still happened this time aroudn just not with Feild. Or the weird party shenanigans which again still happened, time travel keeps the same events but changes the players and the peoples atleast with how Feild did it. Anyways, Buddha informed Feild that he was his father, the one who came before him, not his human dad but the lightsource, and everything. He told Feild he wasn't a "skinwalker" that that was a bastardization of what he was, but something else called a "shanta" someone who shifts dramatically. Feild vented but didn't pray or request that before in his past he could shift between animal and human or spirit willingly and that he missed it. Buddha told Lila of the cats, that his chosen animals because animals can be tied to spirits while unbeknownst to their organization, was "monkey, rabbit, fox". He told him he would shift when he came of age. He also informed Feild that this would be seen as problematic, because Feild was imortally 16. The thing about this is that theirs others, Jeesus, Noah, some versions of Shiva, and Akiri. Some people biologically don't age, but that Feild had a weird spell or magick on him to make people think he did. We've discussed in this in previous chapters, but Feild was still in denial and Budha was explaining. I mean don't you think it strange, that every single friend of Feilds is a teenager? That he often references "mental maths" all you have to do is wave your hand in a "imagination" motion via squares, and say "i see your true age" and you will see- even if it's a youtube video how old Feild Vine really is. Buddha said a few more things Feild coudn't remember, then Feild said be careful who you allow to know you and make sure A-Oron never stops writing down the books. That now that everything was in order people would write about him. But he didn't think the authors Neil or Rick were perfect. "True they have done this before for others. But I don't think they could handle the responsibility" Buddha said looking up to signify divinity. He said Feild was leaving for the city in 5-7 days, which he told Feild to prolong it, in hopes the gods would, because he was afraid Feild would get hurt. Lastly, he told Field he was being watched on the deep web via physical copies of his Kaito show, in person via censored copies, by the government and fbi and cia, and to not tell people where he'd be. That he would die as an immortal but that he would be immortal and he was sorry, and he hoped Feild would understand. He also made some weird North Korea comments about people in power being Feilds future friends "after policy changes". So that's all Feild remembered of the notes. Atleast- for now. Field wondered what would trigger his shanta. Or Shino or Kanta as alternative names, but this was Shanta. One last thing Budha told Jake was that he would have to come clean about the dreamers story being real "unless your tribe forbade it they have special rules, but I'm top dog, and I'mr Requesting if marginalized people come forward from the groups and your reputation is ruined, you tell them it's a real account". He also told Feild that his Jake Caloway poster and future self was rapiong him because of a past agreement and future negotiation. "You that poster? Jake Caloway! What you really look like. You've never raped anyone but yourself. You have an arrangement that he knows about that you don't remember or hasn't happened yet. You have never done this to anyone but you, and you won't to anyone but yourself. However, you will be falsely accused of it. It is your karma and it happens to everyone on your family tree and Stella knows about it. She's figuring everything out. She's watching now" he looked over to the astral camera crew. Lastly he told Feild that all gods chose to be a family outside of the norse religion where their is biological similarites "cus their just weird", where all the gods chose to be a family, and that all gods choose to be together, that it will always "seem incestues" athena isn't really related to Zues, Apollo and Aphrodite aren't siblings. Hades and Zuse aren't related biologically. Neither are Zues and chronos. It is symbolic. So even if it seems "incestues" they are not actually related. "I'm very sorry every magor pantheon does this. Including christinaity, judaism, and mormonism even if it's between the lines" he made a joke about Feild being so much like Noah "what is the deal with you and Noah!?" then he asked Genesha Feilds husband who he was "intimate with" why this cycle since it was supposed to be the next one? To which Genesha said "it's both. Their together" to which Budha possibly "faked" outrage mocking the end of the world in a half joking statement saying that was bad news. Shiva and Vishnu made cometary that "figured it out! He's the third one. Glad to see your alive!" because Jake/Feild was in every religion and every pantheon. Finally, Budha made note of Field dating one of his irl pilots back from the dead "Isac" and that "that's weird he's alot liek you, possibly an alt/splinter so that's kind of like dating yourself" then side eyed the poster. Where Feild saw his future self twirling his hair and giggling liek and idiot. Which people often do to Feild when they are inlove with him do to curses on Cupid that Feild was under. Buddha said to Feild that they turned him into his favorites and that he chose to become a god of life to rebirth and save the world but Cupid was the candidate "And heres the thing about Cupid he's an idiot. I've dined with him. Ming Dynasty and he was an idiot. He is honry lustful man but I chose him for you for a reason." he then stated the reason but Field left it out of his notes claimign he "coudn't remember". "So right now in the future? You will be cupid. That's just how he is. I'm sorry you have to learn to by a hypersexual slut" or something like that, I think he said it nicer. Then he said "theirs also Dionysus, and Apollo" which will make sense later. Finally Buddha told him to be careful to never stop writing and painting and said goodbye. He wanted written down word for word but Jake couldn't remember. Lastly- Feild chose to be a god and to continue and was made aware that all the pantheons would be there tonight and that Feild would remember "some of it write it down". He said that theirs something wrong with this book series it remain unaltered reality to reality even reality A -2.1 which was the one where Feild recently fused with himself hence his newerish more prominent hatred of nazis, where Nazis ruled the world. "Don't know why hitler allows that? We'll fix it. He's imortal there. We'll fix it. You now have several people in alternate realities reading about marginilized people!" Budha said. Finally the conversation wavered and Budha gave Feild one last warning and that was the end for now. Oron commissioned new art to reflect the ever changing looks of Field Vine and he hoped so desperately to live up to expectation for once.