Alive but always dead (Completed. Wattpadaward14)

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Could you ever understand how you ended up here

And every friend that you had has disappeared

And the tug of a heart string is the line that pulls you home, you

bear witness to the ones you used to know.

(Capricornia-Allo Darlin(doesn't fit the story but great song and band))

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Aimlea's POV

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck. That one simple word echoed around my head like a broken record. Why did I have to tell him that. What compelled me to share my life with him. Why did I have to be so stupid. I growled and grabbed a pillow from my bed, throwing it across the dark room. I heard it crash and then a muffled ow. I turned to see Luke leaning against the doorframe. 

His dark hair fell into his shockingly green eyes which contrasted with his dark skin. He folded his muscled arms across his chest, the tight black tee stretching. "My eyes are up here Ammy." He taunted. I felt my teeth come through. "Don't call me that," I growled storming over to him. 

"Ohh. You know I love it when your angry. your like the anti-hulk, you get impossibly hotter unlike him who gets impossibly uglier." He teased, a small sparkle in his eye. I glared at him and he smirked. "Stop.Flirting. With. Me. I don't like you so go away." I growled, picking the pillow up off the floor and whacking him harshly round the head. "You can't resist me babe." He chuckled before turning and leaving the room. 

I growled again and walked back inside. Just then I heard a click and the door opening. "LUKE I SAID GO AWAY!" I screamed and turned around to see a giant pink teddy bear with two pale arms wrapped around it.

"Ammy it's only me." Kaitalins squeaky voice filled the room and I internally groaned. I slapped my face into my palm then asked the only question there was

. "What the hell is wrong with you?" I watched as Kaitalin carried the massive thing to the second bed which had just been moved into this room.

"His name is strawberry and he's gonna be my new best friend!" She exclaimed like a three year old. Great, a mentally retarded reaper.

  I groaned and looked at the thing, which was a bit bigger than me. "Where did you get this?" I asked, genuinly curious. "They are all the rage in London!" She giggled and I groaned again.

"How did you get it in here. Death wouldn't let me get anything." I grumbled and Kaitalin just giggled. "Because they don't know silly!" She giggled again.

Caison's POV

Why won't she trust me? What did I do to make her run again? Why am I asking these questions? Why am I sad that she left me again? Caison groaned, banging his head against the nearest wall to stop the flow of questions. "Cai. Where did the pretty lady with the pretty eyes go?" I heard a small voice from behind me and turned.

Leah was poking her head around the door looking around for Aimlea. I walked towards her and lifted her up then placed her back on the bed. "She had to go home." I replied truthfully then let a small yawn slip out. "Cai. Did you think she was pretty?" Leah's sweet voice made my heart clench slightly. "A little bit. Did you have fun playing dollies?" I asked, quickly trying to change the subject.

But the image of Aimlea playing with Leah appeared in my head and a small thought ran past she would make a great mum. Before a swarm of images of Aimlea as a mum, holding a child with hair like mine and eyes like hers appeared. I quickly shook my head. Never. Gonna. Happen. I don't like her. I despise her for killing Alice.