without you it's hard to survive

cos everytime we touch I get this feeling

And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly

Can't you feel my heart beat fast

I want this to last

Need you by this touch

Cos everytime we touch

I feel the static

And everytime we kiss

I reach for the sky

Can't you hear my heart beat slow

I can't let you go

I want you in my life

(Everytime we touch-Cascada)

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Aimlea's POV

Caison's eyelids fluttered but I wasn't aware. My heart was racing with joy and deep sadness. I had just lost my dad and my bestfriend at the same time due to that dickhead Death.

My eyes were glued on that small wisp of blue smoke on the ceiling. It slowly curled in cricles and lines, spelling out letters. E,L,I,Z,A,B,E,T,H,K,A,I,T,A,L,I,N,A,I,M,L,E,A. It constantly spelt out the names before spinning in a full circle and repeating. 

I heard a groan and turned to see Caison. His Honey brown eyes were open slightly and were unfocused.

"Caison?" I squeezed his hand and felt it's warmth. The wisp must have seen it too because it floated down and landed on Caison's wrist. Slowly it coiled aorund until it was on my wrist and swirled up my arm, along my shoulder and onto my chest. Suddenly an immense pain filled me as the wisp dove into my chest.

I let out a scream as darkness threatened to take me but I fought through. Wanting to see Caison and to stay with him. Once the pain in my chest stopped I felt pain in various places around my body. I looked down to see my dress stained red with blood. 

Blood. I lifted the hem of my skirt to see a large wound in my leg, it had happened ages ago but now it was bleeding.

Wait a minute... Bleeding. I applied pressure to the cuts until the blood flow stopped and then placed two fingers tentavily on my wrist.

Underneath my fingers I felt a slow, steady drumming. My eyes widened as I gasped and became aware of my breathing. It felt so unnatural that I had forgotten how and found myself choking for air.

At that point my Mum burst into the room and ran up to me, tears in her eyes.

"Sweetie. Whaty's happened, just breathe." She held my arms and showed me how. Once my breathing returned to normal she looked at my cuts. I had used my magic before to heal the broken bones and internal damage but some wounds I couldn't be bothered to heal.

Steadily a blue light lit up each wound before the skin closed up, healing. "Mum, I'm so sorry about Dad." I cried wrapping my arms around my mother's shoulders. She too began to cry and we just stayed there, crying in each others arms.

"Sweetie. I can feel a heartbeat. Are you...Alive?" My mum asked through tear soaked lips. I nodded and she tightened her hug on me.

"I may have lost Clive but at least I gained you." She smiled a sad smile then wiped the tears away. I promised her a ton of ice cream like she used to promise me and that seemed to cheer her up.

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