Alive but always dead (Completed. Wattpadaward14)

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And for a moment

I stopped breathing

While these lips

They keep screaming

For another taste of you

I wrote you a love song- A kiss could be deadly (OMG it's not evanescence! :O )

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Aimlea's POV

His lips descended on mine gently. MY eyes widened as I realised this was my first kiss then closed automatically. I tried to imagine what would be happening to my body if I was alive. First My breathing would've hitched. Second My cheeks would have flushed and finally my heart rate would have increased. But instead I wasn't breathing. My cold skin had no difference and my heart hadn't started beating again. His kiss was gentle. It was a comfort. Knowning he had found out about how I killed my targets had made me so ashamed I thought he wouldn't look at me again, which for some reason hurt. But it seemed to have gone the opposite way and ended up with him kissing me. YOU'RE BEING KISSED!!!!  my head screamed at me but I shut it off and focused on having some feeling. His lips were soft and warm compared to my icy ones that were probably dry due to my removal of the lip balm I always have on.

The hand that was on my cheek moved to the back of my neck, under my hair, holding me in place while the other was on my lower back. Exactly where my scar was. A dull pain started in my stomach but I ignored it. You do not get to ruin this moment.  I growled at it then pulled myself out of my thoughts. It wasn't a french kiss. It wasn't really an open mouth kiss. It was just a soft gentle kiss but it made the scraps of emotions I had scatter and regroup into happiness. My arms went around his neck, my fingers loosing themselves in his soft hair.

I let out a small whimper as he pulled away. He was panting and I knew that if I was alive I would be blushing. Unlike him I didn't need air. " Sorry. I forgot you need air." My voice was husky from the soul shattering kiss. Ironic coming from a souless creature. His eyes were a deep brown, almost black, filled with lust. suddenly my vision shifted and everything turned different colours. MY euphoria had just turned on my aura vision. Just great. " What happened to your eyes?" He breathed, still needing to place oxygen in his lungs. " Aura vision. Strong emotions my body is't used to turns it on." I answered, My eyes stopped glowing as I controlled them. 

"Strong emotions?" He asked, his voice still husky. My lips tingled slightly like being hit with 20 mini lightningbolts. Wait. Feeling in your body. Feeling. You actually have the ability to feel. His hair had been soft. You could feel it.  I froze. " Aimlea?" He asked panicking. Suddenly a huge smile broke out on my face. " This bed is really soft. Like your hair. And your lips are also really soft but your abs are really solid and this jacket is so soft and your jeans are so scratchy." He raised an eyebrow. His tone more slightly disturbed than panicked. " Aimlea. Why are you acting different." I couldn't help but smile. " Because I have just had my first kiss, Caison. I have also just gained the ability to have a sense of touch!" That eyebrow stayed raised and I couldn't help but notice how hot it made him look.

Caison's POV

I had just kissed a corpse. Well not really more like a solid ghost. grr what was I talking about. Aimlae looked so pretty. Her normally pale eyes were the colour of the end of sunset. An inky purple that was so close to black. Then a huge smile had broken out on her face, She started mumbling about how things felt whic made me feel slightly disturbed. What if living people kissing dead people turned the dead person mad. Wow. Never thought I would think that. " Aimlea. Why are you acting different?" I asked cautiously. Her smile grew. She looked like an excited puppy

. " Because I have just had my first kiss, Caison. I have also just gained the ability to have a sense of touch." Was her reply. My eyebrow was raised to full height now. she looked at me then bit her lip in a wayt hat made me want to grab her and kiss her all over again. My name sounded so nice on her lips. I went over her words. Because i've just had my first kiss. "That was your first kiss?" I asked in disbelief. She nodded excitedly. " Well I wish I had known because I would have made it a lot better." She smiled at me in a less demonic way. I felt something slightly warm press against my chest. I looked down to see Aimlea's hand. " Aimlea. Your skin isn't as cold." But she ignored my comment and pressed her lips gently to mine. My breathing hitched and my pulse jumped. I felt her smile against my mouth.

The taste of her. The taste of olives stuck to my lips making them tingle in delight. When she had relunctantly pulled away to let me breath I noticed her lips had lost that bluish tint and were now a bit more pinky. "Respira veloce così posso baciarti di nuovo." She whispered. I needed to learn italian fast. (Translation: Breathe fast so I can kiss you again.) " You don't look so dead. If I keep kissing you will you become human because I will never stop." I blushed and scratched the back of my head. " I mean for your benifit!" I finished. She smiled a sad smile and pecked me gently on the lips. " I wish so. But I have no soul, no emotion, no memories and no heart that will work. My heart has been broken, litterally. With a sword." She looked up at me through those long lashes, she looked so cute and innocent. 

I placed a kiss on the tip of her nose then the bridge then her forehead. She pressed her head into my chest and i felt her body rise and fall in a sigh that couldn't be. " I don't want to." She murmered against my chest. Those words were the same as the ones when she woke up after sleeping on the bench. " Don't want to what?" I asked curiously. " I don't want to kill you." She answered sadly.

Wait she only did this to kill me. Like the stories had said. I narrowed my eyes at her and pushed her off me. Hurt flashed in her eyes but I knew it was fake. " You did this to kill me. Like it says in the stories. Well done Assassin. Well done indeed. Leave me alone. Forever. I don't want to see you again, You were just playing with me so I would end up like Alice." I growled. "No It wasn't....." She started but i pointed to the door. " Leave." I ordered. I thought I saw a small tear roll down her cheek before she vanished in a cloud of black smoke. Leaving me alone.

A/N

Oooooh DRAMA! So what do you think? They finally kissed but is what Caison thinks true? Did she really do it so she could kill Caison and get back to deaths castle for her next set of jobs? Tell me what you think. And what's up with Aimlea's humanness. (don't know if it's a word if not it is now.)

Hope your enjoying

Tanith xxx