chapter 30

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winter break passed and all i did was sit in my house and cry. i haven't called anyone, didn't talk to anyone, and haven't texted anyone back.

Well that's a lie, Rese has been with me everyday of winter break plus i spent christmas with toosii and nem. Other than that i haven't had any contact with the world and i'm okay with that. Rese is being here for me.

The whole break we made tiktoks and videos for my youtube channel which i have to edit. He just left me to go to his house and now i'm bored as hell.

i see JJ going live at the beach and he told me to come so i guess i'll get dressed for that

i see JJ going live at the beach and he told me to come so i guess i'll get dressed for that

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so i changed my mind. i do not wanna go to that shit. I'm just finna chill in my pool.

3 days later

sooo i haven't been to school at all. i said fuck it for right now. I would stay in my bed but Rese invited me out to Nipseys candle thing. i forgot what it's called but i know it's to honor his life.

"hey wassup liyah." coop smiled

"mmm no. i don't talk to snitches."i mugged her then walked away

"damn. you know you fucked up if liyah mad at you." i heard kia mumble

"Hey Rese!" i smiled as i hugged him

"wassup lil one." he pulled from the hug

"nun much." i shrugged

"you doing better?" he asked and i nodded. he gave me a look that let me know that he knew i was lying and we would talk about it later

"It's funny how folk look at our young black boys, our men. They don't see us. They see their fears and their prejudices. See, Nipsey was different. The whole world couldn't help but see his shining light. That's why they got tears flowing from here to the red sea." Uncle Flip spoke to the crowd

"you knew nipsey right?" Rese looked at me

"yeah and was a fan of him. i just can't cry cause ian got no mo tears left in me right now." i shrugged

"can i come back to yo crib tonight?" he asked

"fasho, you not going to school tomorrow?" i questioned

"nah, i need a mental health day or a few." he told me and i nodded. i made a mental note to ask him what's going on.

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