Oops

chapter 42

Yeji's

I am here cuddled up with ryujin on her bed, she's reading Jaebom's letter while I'm hugging her

"He said that he wrote that when you were a kid as well as the others given"

"It is... He's still wondering how would I look like if I lived... I never died but it pains me to know that he thought I was, just how did he cope up with the pain"

"He's always with me and he always told me that he misses his princess, Idk where she is I just always told him that she'll come back soon, if she doesn't I will get her for him so he won't cry at night.... Guess what I really did get his princess back for him"

She kissed my forehead and stared at me

"You're my sweetest wish Yeji... you turned all my dreams into reality, I hope you know how much you mean to me..."

" Well, what can I say? I am Hwang Yeji after all... Your Hwang Yeji"

" Silly girl" she pinched my nose and set aside the letter on her night table before getting comfortable with me

"ryujin do you want us to have kids in the future?"

" Yes, you know one little yeji and one like me... But you will carry them"

Me? Will carry a child? In my very toned abbed stomach that she likes to touch every morning?! No way i guess we should just adopt

" Uhm... Maybe we can just adopt? You know... Less pain for me hehe"

"well that'll work too, anyway let's discuss that after like 6 years... Tomorrow I am going back with you at the house... i already talked to Aunt Irene about it and she said yes... It's time for me to face my creator"

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" Yeji.. "

" Yeji... Wake up I have something to tell you"

" Minju?"

"Yeji I love you it's nice to see you again.... How are you? You've never changed"

" Minju... You're alive?"

" No ... But I am here to say one thing.... Enjoy everything til it lasts... I don't want you to end up like me .. I know you love someone new now but you need to let me go too... I love you Yeji I always will.... "

" Minju no don't go, don't leave me... Minju! "

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Ryujin's

" Minju... Hmmm minju"

I opened my eyes as soon as I heard Yeji, she's crying on her sleep saying Minju's name,  I tap her cheeks to wake her up

"Yeji, wake up you're dreaming" she opened her eyes and looked at me...I wonder how often she still dreams about her... I know that she's Yeji's the one that got away and I can't change if Yeji still loves her

"You're dreaming... Are you okay?"

"Yeah.." she faced her back on me and continue to sleep...did I do something wrong?

I felt that she's sleeping again so I slip out of bed and walk to the veranda,.... should I be jealous of someone who is not alive anymore?

"Ryujin?"

"Seulgi"

"Why are you here it's 2 am, why did you leave yeji?" She sat beside me and combed my hair using her hands

"Seulgi... Do you get jealous when aunt irene still mention uncle suho?" She looked at me and smiled

"Everytime... I know that I shouldn't but i just feel it whenever... Every night she dreams of him, saying his name and crying.. I cannot blame your aunt it was really traumatizing to be left by someone you love with no intention of coming back, he was with her first and I gotta respect that she loved him first before I came into the picture, why do you ask anyway?"

"Yeji is saying her ex's name in her sleep and she's crying too.. when I woke hee up she got back to sleep with her back facing me.... As if did something wrong"

" Maybe she saw her on her dreams, she missed her a lot you know maybe she's disappointed that you cut her dreams...You should talk to her later in the morning okay"

" Thank you seulgi, you're the best" i hugged her tightly... Ahh I wonder how can she keep up with Aunt Irene's cold communication with her, they're the exact opposite of each other

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I woke up without Yeji beside me..I went downstairs and found Aunt Irene cooking breakfast

"Oh good morning Jinnie, I made you a coffee" she pointed at the counter where the fresh brewed coffee sits

"Is yeji in the bathroom?"

"Oh, about her... She went home while you're still sleeping, she said she has to be in her work early today"

"Oh" 

" Did you two fight yesterday?? She seemed upset earlier when she left... Aigoo Ryujin tell me if that girl is hurting you okay? I will grind her guts into paste, that's a threat!"

" Take it easy aunt irene, we didn't fight..maybe she just had a bad sleep that's all"

" Oooh you didn't let her last night?? Good job ryujin very good"

" But last night I told her that I will go with her back in her house... Meh maybe she will ask Chaeyoung to pick me up from here"