Collide : Bellamy Blake

Dying alone

"Sometimes when I'm lonely, I sit and think about him.
And it hurts to remember all the good times.
When I thought I could never live without him, And I wonder does it have to be the same.
Every time when I see him, will it bring back all the pain
Ah-ha-ha, how can I forget that name?"

Angel eyes | ABBA

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Annabeth's pov~~~~

I woke up in a haze, feeling dizzy and confused. All I remember was delinquents calling for Clarke, then it's just fuzzy from there.

I sat up slowly and crawled to a wall, then leaned a against it.

As I looked around I noticed I was still inside the drop ship, but it wasn't filled with people anymore, just emptiness and the sounds of wind coming from outside.

"They're gone" I heard a voice.

I whipped my head towards the sound and discovered it to be Raven. She was till wounded and I could tell she wasn't going to make it.

"Raven?" I questioned.

"Everyone is gone, but thank god you're still alive" She cried.

She was sitting against a crate with a gun in her hands.

My wound from Murphy had gotten a lot worse. I was now sitting in my own blood, I wasn't the only one. Raven was now also dealing with blood soaked pants.

"Seems as though you do too" I said softly looking at her leg.

"I can't move them anymore, I'm trying my best to stay awake but it's so hard" Raven explained.

"Keep fighting, I don't wanna die alone" I whispered as tears were in my eyes.

I soon came to the realisation that Bellamy wasn't here. The last time I saw him was when he left the drop ship to fight off the grounders.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked Raven.

"Anything" she sighed.

"Did Bellamy make it the drop ship?" I added.

She looked down for a moment then back up at me.

"No, No he didn't. Clarke closed the door before Finn and Bellamy could get inside" She told me.

"So Finn's gone too" I nodded.

While tears filled up my eyes all I thought about was Bellamy and how he was gone and I never got to say goodbye. The last thing he did was promise me a date with him, but only if we both made if our alive.

I guess some promises are meant to be broken.

I started to cough up blood and that's when I knew my time was getting closer.

"Annabeth?" Raven asked me with worry

I took a deep breath in and out.

"I'm okay, I'm not going anywhere soon" I sighed.

"I had a my gun, I could've shot him but I couldn't. My dumb ass couldn't pull the trigger" I started to cry as I leaned my head against the wall as I started to think about Murphy.

"Annabeth this isn't your fault" Raven told me.

"You wouldn't be here right now if I did, you wouldn't be hurt" I replied.

"And if you did shoot him he would've shot Jasper and you would be alone right now and you would've lost your best friend" she said softly.

"Everything happens for a reason, nothing is your fault" she added.