It's Monday night and Harry is in the kitchen with me. He's making supper for us after a couple of weeks of not, but I can't really complain because I can't even cook.
"Hey um, I know you said you don't care for it but I'm getting it tomorrow," I muster out.
"Getting what?" He asks genuinely confused. Has he seriously forgotten already?
"The abortion."
"Oh okay, that's good. Text me when you get there and when you're done. I was just being an asshole that night."
"It's oka-"
"No Louis, it's not. I've only been thinking about myself and not how this is affecting you. You're the one who's pregnant, and if you don't want to do this you don't have to. What I am going to say though is, I'm not ready to be a dad and I'll pay child support just I can't have a kid Louis. It'll be bad for everyone in the situation if I took care of them."
"Harry, I don't want a kid either I'm only 18."
"Fuck, that's right," he groans and punches the counter. I'm a bit taken aback by the sudden outburst. "Louis you're barely even legal, and you're fucking living with me, and I got you pregnant. What the hell are you doing staying with me?"
"Because I love y-"
"No, you don't you're 18, you're still a stupid teenager. You love when I'm the ideal boyfriend and you think that's who I am. You're so smart and pretty you shouldn't be here."
"Are you breaking up with me?"
"No, I couldn't bring myself to do that. I just want to know why you aren't going to college; instead, you're here."
I start questioning that too. Niall has always told me I deserve better and that I should leave him. Now that he's saying it, should I?
"Harry, just, you're fine, okay? If I really wanted to, I would leave. You have to stop doubting yourself."
"Yeah, I guess you're right." He sets a plate by me and goes upstairs with his own.
He's been acting so strange. I can't tell what he wants from me. One second, he's and angel, then he's a huge asshole, then he's telling me to leave because he's an asshole.
Harry's POV
What am I doing?
Why is Louis so different?
Every time I think about getting rid of him a piece of me breaks. I honestly don't want Celene. I don't want Louis to stay with me anymore, but I want Louis.
Louis' POV
What Harry said stuck with me. Do I really want to go through with this? I think to myself and come to the conclusion that I have to. I can't do it even with Harry, let alone myself. I go to the guest bedroom where is where I've been sleeping lately when I hear a knock.
"Can you come sleep in our room?" Harry asks. He looks like he's been crying, guess there's always a first time for everything.
"Sure, I'll be there in a second," I smile at him.
He leaves the room and I grab my favorite blanket. I knock before opening the door and go over to the bed. I'm on the way other side when I can feel him grab me to bring me closer. My head is on his chest along with me hands. "Your hands are so soft," he says grabbing my hand with his.
"I put some lotion on not too long ago," I reply.
He smells my hand, "did you get new lotion, or have you just not used this one before? I don't recognize the smell." Like I said you get really good at recognizes things with this type of job.
"Niall gave it to me last week."
"I like it, it smells nice."
"Thank you."
He starts playing with my hair as I drift off to sleep.
~
I wake up and Harry is already gone off to work. I look at the clock and see it reads 10:00.
3 hours.
I get up out of bed and take a nice shower trying to get as clean as possible. I go downstairs and call Niall over. I really don't want to be alone today. In the meantime, I feed Bruce and Clifford and give them both kisses.
Niall arrives about 20 minutes later. He walks in and I think both of us don't know what to say. I eventually just start crying. "I'm so scared." He comes over and starts rubbing my back.
"it'll be okay," he whispers into my ear. "Is there anything you'd want to do before?"
"No, it's okay. I'm just nervous."
"That's perfectly understandable Louis. How about tonight we go out, my treat."
"Okay, that sounds good."
~
Louis: I'm all done
Harry: How are u feeling?
Louis: better
Harry: thats good, wanna do something tonight?
Louis: oh i was planning on going out with niall is that ok?
Harry: of course as long as i can too :)
Louis: ya totally !! we were wanting to go to the new club downtown
Harry: alright we might wanna get there early cause I bet itll be busy so we can get drinks
Louis: what time do you get off work ??
Harry: I'll leave early today
Louis: r u sure ?? i dont want mark getting mad at u
Harry: He's gonna have to suck it up
Louis: ok bye love you
Harry: Love you too :)
That was his first time saying I love you since forever. Maybe things are getting better.
I don't know how to feel though anymore. I feel like a terrible person. I threw up when I got home. I think it'll get better as time goes on. No one pressured me to do this, it was my choice. I can't help but feel guilty though, I mean adoption was always an option.
I go to look for an outfit to get my mind off things. The bump is still there, and I want to cover it up, so I need to wear something baggy. Harry said he'd be off early but didn't specify when, so I need to be ready whenever.
I pull out my phone to call Niall and tell him the plan.
"Hey Ni! Harry's going to come with us," I say when he answers.
"What? You know I don't like him," he's obviously annoyed by his tone. "I just wanted it to be an us two only thing."
"Niall you don't understand, he's seriously been so good lately. Last night he wanted me to sleep in the same bed as him and even cuddled me. And he's the one who texted me and asked to do something, then I told him what we were planning and asked if he could come."
"Fine, but I swear if he does or says anything he's getting a black eye."
"Alright Niall, also get ready soon. He didn't say when he's getting off, but he said he'd be done early."
"Okay, also how are you feeling?"
"I'm a bit sore and feel kind of gross."
"Don't Lou, I promise it's okay."
"Yeah, I think the best thing that can help me is time. But I'm going to get into the shower. Bye Niall!"
"Bye Lou!"
I hang up the phone and go into the bathroom. I strip and take a long hot shower. I honestly think I deserve it after the last 2 months. I can't wait to just go out and have fun for a bit to take my mind off things.
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Dangerous Love ~ Larry Stylinson BDSM AU
Bí ẩn / Giật gân"Another murder." "Eva Anderson age 20 found dead on the street." "Tuesday Morning, 35 year old James found dead." 22 year old Harry Styles is a murderer and has a little assistant named Louis Tomlinson, age 18. Even though Louis is Harry's baby som...
