Dangerous Love ~ Larry Stylinson BDSM AU

17

156 days since Louis and I broke up. But who's counting? It hasn't been any easier. I haven't seen him since he's gotten his stuff, and now I don't have any of his clothes to cuddle with during night. 

Tonight though, I'm hoping to see him. Liam asked me to go to his friend's party with him; and lately he hasn't gone anywhere without Niall, so Louis might tag along. Which means we can be friends tonight. I grab my phone and decide to get the courage to text him since two months ago. 

Harry: you going out with Niall tonight?

No answer of course. Maybe I shouldn't have texted him because now he won't want to-

ding

Louis: ya r u ??

Harry: yup

Louis: tragic

Harry: :(

Louis: oh ur fine

Harry: id be better with you darling

Louis: it was ur fault what happened

Ouch, but he's not wrong. 

Louis: see you tonight bye

Harry: love ya

I get up excited to see Louis. I have to find the perfect outfit and shower within in the next hour. I first strip out of my clothes and go over to the bathroom. I turn the temperature to moderate and step in. 

I stand there thinking of all the times Louis and I took showers tomorrow. Ever since he left everywhere has felt like a deja vu. I can't step into the kitchen without thinking of the early mornings and late nights cooking. Our bedroom still has the smell of him lingering. I can see him watching his favorite show, heartstopper, in the living room still when I walk in from a long day of work. Tonight, I'm going to try my hardest to get him back. 

I step out of the shower after a while and dry myself off. I go back to the bedroom and open the closet. I look around for something to wear. I spot skinny blue jeans and a brown sweatshirt. I throw some shoes on and check the clock. Still 20 minutes till I leave. 

I become bored so I just look through my camera roll, which I haven't in months. I see a bunch of photos Louis took when I wasn't looking or when I was sleeping. I also see some I took while he was sleeping. He was always a peaceful sleeper. In one picture the sun is rising, and it looks beautiful contrasting his golden skin. 

I miss his soft lips, and his blue eyes. I always had an obsession with his hair. I loved how it looked so delicate. I also love his dainty hands and upturned nose. I sit there and scroll through photos admiring him for a little while. I suddenly see the time on my phone and realize I was supposed to leave 5 minutes ago. I get up quickly and dash out the door. 

~

I greet Liam then immediately make eye contact with Louis. I smile at him, and he smiles back. Niall elbows him and gives him a face. I think Niall hates me more than Louis. 

"Hey Liam, what's up!" I see Michael, Liam's friend come up slinging his arm around Liam's shoulders. "Brought the whole gang?"

"Yeah, this is Harry, my friend, Louis, my other friend, and Niall, my boyfriend," Liam says.

"Nice to meet yall. Damn, everyone's out here getting relationships, I'm bi and can't pull neither gender." Michael laughs. "You two together?" 

"Uh, no. We broke up," I respond awkwardly.