Sebryan- North star boys

Chapter 5

Ryan's pov~

I went to the counter and asked for a drink.

The other boys, were dancing.

Seb was holding a drink and jumping to the beat. Button up shirts suit him so well.

Wait.

"Why am I admiring him right now"!!!

I looked away and drunk my cup in one go...and asked for another one.

While I was drinking my 2nd drink, I felt a hand on my back.

It was a girl.

"can I join?" is what she said before sitting next to me.

She was cute. we talked for a bit. I could see the boys eyeing me and smilling.

We drunk 3 more drinks.

I started loosening up. I felt hot...I wanted to unbutton my shirt...but my hands were too weak.

The girl came close to help me. her hands were on my chest, similar to sebastian's last time, but why am I not excited. Why my heart is not beating so fast.

While I was lost in my thoughts, I heard seb's voice.

He was holding the girl's hand and told her something in her ear. she left immediately.

He sat infront of me, and buttoned back my shirt.

I complained "I am hot man, it's killing me!"

He grabbed my hand...and led me to the bathroom.

He held my hair back and splashed some water on my face. My shirt got wet too.

He went to grab some tissues for me.

Seb's pov~

I looked around for some tissues...when I found some...I looked back at ryan...

he removed his top already and was drying it with the hand dryer there.

His backline looked so good and defined. His waist so small.
The underwear peaking a little bit made it look even better.
I just stood there like a pervert admiring his body features.

How can someone be this flawless.

He turned around, and wore his shirt back.

Before he could button it, I held his neck, and started drying his face with the tissues I had in my hand.

His cheeks were quite pink. He was tipsy. His body was so hot. You could mistake it for a fever. He was starring at me.

He starred at my eyes, then my mouth. Then my eyes again....It was soo tempting...I felt my control strings were coming loose. I was afraid I was going to fuck up and do something I might regret.

I let him and backed away.

God only knows how bad I wanted it. But, He was drunk. I can't take advantage of him...just bc I like him.

I want to do it when both of us are sober and present.

He leaned back to the sink and put his head on the mirror. what a look. You don't know how attractive he looks right now. It's driving me crazyyyy.

Ryan's pov~

I was really gonna risk it all...the closeness made me so excited. The hand on my neck woke my gun. I was ready to fuck everything, and blame it on alcohol.

I knew it was seb...like the SEB we all know. I just wanted to do it. I wanted to kiss him so bad.
But, I guess he did not!

He backed away before I could make a move...It hurts.

I was like a child who couldn't get the candy he wanted.

Seb went outside...I washed my face again, and tried to sober up.

When I went out I saw darren, regie, kane and justin all sitting. They were all out of it. Oli was talking to some ppl. But were is seb??

I went around to look for him...bc we needed to go.

I spotted two guys kissing. Not just kissing....eating one another.

It took me a minute to realize that I could recognize the shirt the guy on top was wearing.

annn....d......It was sebbb..

I felt as if my knees could no longer hold me.
I felt hurt.
I wanted to shout, to get them away from each other....but what execuse do I have this time.
He turned around and found me looking at him.
My throat was dry. Tears were forming in my eyes. I shouted

"We need to go!"

I run to where the boys were at....I did not want him to see me cry.

Wait....why am I crying????????!!!!!

in fact, why did he kiss the other guy...why not me...why didn't he make a move on me...

I guess eveything I felt was in my head only.

I have known myself straight my whole life...why does seb make me feel this way.

This is all I thought about when our manager drove us back home. I was disappointed, hurt, lost....

I did not know that seb liked guys or would get to the point of kissing some guy in the club.

Guess the more we live the more we discover thing about ourselves.

Fairiessssss.....next chapter is Seb's pov about the kiss...;)
Bye for now...love yaaaaa