Sebryan- North star boys

Chapter 1

One of the requirements to belong to the project of NSB is for the boys to live together. That is why, 2 boys would get roomed together every now and then. But, suprisingly ryan and seb never shared a room!
is it by chance or bc their manager sensed something ;)

Seb's pov~

The moment I met ryan I thought "who is this pretty boy!". I have been straight my whole life but I can appreciate a beautiful men when I see one. And yeahh~ ryan is one of them.

I thought that was it....like my brother oliver is good looking and I can see that, regie my other group member is too, but that's itttttt.

However, for ryannn....it was not IT...... .

I can't take my eyes of him!!

Sometimes I get lost looking at him.

How can someone mesmerize u this much. But I believe it's temporal. I will get used to him once we live longer under one roof, and I won't get affected by his visual as I am right now...yeah this is it.

After 6 months

Seb pov~
We moved twice already and I've been paired with kane for the second time. He is our manager's brother.
I mean he feels like oli, my brother, soo not much to think about.

Wait..

Why should I think about how I feel about others!? weird of me, I guess.

moving on.

Emm...ryan was 1st paired with justin anf now with darren. They seem to get along well. Friends. They are good friends..

Our days are repetitive. We have to follow our scheduled videos for both the NSB youtube channel and our personal ones ...plus IG and Tiktok..and live streams on twitch and discord.

We need to update daily...since social media is our work platform.

Through the challenges we do and the contact I had with the boys...they now feel like family...like my real brother..excepttttttt for.... One..

I am still not sure what title should I give him. He gives me butterflies whenever I look at him..

Yes. After 6 months I still feel the sameeeeee....oh god. I might even say It's getting worse..like I hate it when someone touches him...even if only by accident.

Even when we are playing basketball I can't get near him....I am afraid to hurt him while taking the ball.
I found myself protecting him everytime one of the members fake fought with him. I can not see him get hurt. Not my ryan.

Videos of our ship, sebryan, have been circulating on tiktok...I thought I hid it well....But I guess I am too obvious.

My evil mind is telling me to use this ship to get even closer with ryan. I want to know if there is some light or should I give up and move on.

But...The thought of him with someone else drives me crazy.. If he ever gonna be with a boy I will do my best for it to be me, and only me. bc I will let no boy get near him!

I talked to our manager about the ship and that we can use it to help our videos reach to more ppl.

for my surprise our manager agreed to some extent.

Now...let the chase begin.