Chapter 16

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Ryan's pov~

We kissed.

My hands are sweaty right now.

Seb held me and led me to the bed.

We sat facing each other.

He kept starring at me....

I couldn't...I was shy...

The moment felt to good to be real....it felt like a dream.

"Ryan..." seb called

I now looked at him..

He was wearing a beautiful smile..the one I love the most.

"I can't believe that you actually feel the same way..I am speechless. You know how hard I tried not to scare you with my feelings..." he added

"About that day at the bar.....why did you kiss that guy?" I asked

"Oh....idk if you actually want to hear why" seb said smirking

"I knew that I felt something that was not a normal friendship...but you kept confusing me with your actions...so I want to know why you did that!" I clarified.

" well...when we were in the bathroom...you looked....umm...the way you looked at me made me think of things....but I had to stop myself...I did not want to hurt you...and for that guy...it was my stupid way of escaping those thoughts!"

"What thoughts?!" I said already knowing where this was going.

"Ah..Hhh....umm...I wanted to kiss you soo bad that day...the way you move when you are drunk...you become soo lustful...and in that moment...I swear no one can resist you...be it male or female..." seb said

"I tried so hard not to do something stupid because I did not know you actually felt the same way!" He added


"Do you mind doing something stupid right now" I said carrying all my courage

"Oh....ryan...I did not know you were this brave" he laughed

I chuckled...

"It feels so good to finally talk our mind and act how we feel" I said

"Emm." Seb responded

We just looked at each other.

We both knew what both of us were thinking...the tension of our stare was getting higher and higher.

"I want to touch you so bad" seb said

His words gave me a warm feeling in my chest....it was a mix of excitement, happiness, fear, and yearning of an awaited pleasure.


Seb's pov~

Ryan got up.

He sat on my lap facing me...his legs were on both sides...he placed his hands on my shoulders.

This exact moment felt unreal...

Like to have him like me...approach me and touch me romantically...

Unbelievable.

I just kept staring at him....studying every inch of him...every move...every placement he made..

I slowling touched his right leg leading my way to his ass and finally his lower back.

I maintained eye contact..

He seemed excited..but he can't beat my excitement.

I touched his cheek with my other hand....then his hair....I love his hair..

He just let me take the lead...which I love..



Fairies....one more chapter to go...things gonna get real steamy...see you in the next chapter 💋

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