Sebryan- North star boys

Chapter 14

Seb pov~

I wanted to follow ryan immediately but me and oli had to drive together.

So I just took a shower and I sat to eat.

For the 1st time I did not watch something while eating.

My mind was trubbled.

I was not sure what will happen next.

Will this ruin everything. Will I lose him before having him.

This can either end real good or real bad.

But, I don't want to lose him....I will go crazy.

I finished eating.

Oli called me, and on the road we were.

I closed my eyes trying to remember our 1st kiss.

It was.........

You know when you crave something so bad and you go to the store to buy it and you find only one left. You buy and it's yours only. The joy, the content feeling while you eat it is what I felt yesterday.

Sure, I was drunk....and maybe I was overwhelmed. But only the thought of it is making my heart go crazy right now.

I touched my lips remebering the contact.

I wondered....

"Will this be our 1st and last kiss...."

After some hours of driving

We arrived.

Oli parked the car....

I got off immediately.

I opened the door.....No one was downstairs...

I hurried to our room...

I opened the door......

but the room was empty.

I sighed..

I went to darren's room next...

"Hi.....where is ryan?" I asked

"Emm...He went with our manager to buy us dinner." Darren said

"Ok" I said disappointed

I walked back to our room....layed on our bed and waited.

I spotted ryan's pillow.

I reached for it and smelled it....

My ryan smell is on it...

I drowned my face in it imagining how it would feel like to drown it in ryan's neck.

I hugged it and started looking through my phone.

After some time....I heard a scream

"BOYS COME HAVE DINNER!" our manager said.

I hurried.

While I was walking down the stairs...I spoted ryan....he was pulling a chair to sit on the dinning table...he stared at me and looked away immediately.

It hurt.

I fucked.

I wanted to talk to him asap...but we can't do it here...I need to wait till we are alone in our room.

As we were eating, I tried to see if he will look at me once again....but no.

He was either looking at his food or his phone.

He sat there quietly....

He felt so far when he was sitting only inches near from me.

I started losing my confidence.

"He must have regreted it" I thought.

"Maybe....He discovered that he has no feelings for me..."

See youuuuuuu in the next chapter.🤗